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Last Flight Out!

2011-11-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

Last Flight Out - Plus One

For you, I will take the last flight out.

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because

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A life, without you scares me more!

Keep On Going

2011-10-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile that I didn't update my blog - full of mushrooms and spiderwebs. :P I will give a brief on my recent daily life.

Sad to say, I failed my CLP. It was a real painful hit for me and I somehow couldn't accept the fact. However, after calming down, I started to plan what I should do in the next step. I get supports and encouragements from my lovely family and fellow friends. This strength makes me keep on moving and motivating me that I shouldn't live in the past but have to look forward for a bright new day.

I felt sorry that I have disappointed my family and friends, and I felt guilty that I have to spend another year for resit which I am supposed to start my chambering and pupilage. I know my parents are upset but they have to squeeze their smiles whenever they see me because they don't want me to feel bad. From that time, I tell myself that I will not ever again let them down and I will work hard for them, for my family and for myself.

I later flew back to KL to settle my transcript and ask about my re-sit. As I can only resit in next year, so what should I do for the following year until my resit?! I am currently looking for job and now am waiting for interview. Hopefully everything goes well and smooth. At the same time, I will do some self-studies and will only join intensive revision next year.

Enough for today. Will update soon. Pen off everyone :) Good day!

Good Night!

2011-10-02T03:24:00.000+08:00

Sometimes girls will cry for no reason..

I guess I am one of them..

But only for tonight..

煎熬。。

2011-09-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

给所有想被爱的女生。。

「我以为我死了，原来我还活着，活着真好！」

推荐这首歌给大家！欣赏她的歌声之外，同时也喜欢它的词曲部分及MV。

有谁没陷入爱情漩涡？有谁没被爱情伤过？

分手了，放不下，是难免的。

即使再多的痛苦和煎熬，有一天，只要发现自己还活着，就必须学会放下，放手，放开。

虽说分手过的人经历的可能比这还要痛苦和悲伤，但当你发觉你仍然还有心跳时，告诉自己，你还活着，雨过总会天晴的。

那时的你就会觉得 - 活着真好！

无助。。迷惘。。

2011-08-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

现在的我站在十字路口中间，

不知去向。

自从考完试到现在，

我都反复地思考，

我以后该要走的路。

这种感觉让我很困扰，

无助，也很迷惘。

不知该往哪个方向，

转左？转右？直走？

一直有规律的我，

明明已经计划好我的未来，

为何突然间有种‘不知该怎么办’的感觉。

试图想找人诉说，

但又有谁能帮我？

到头来，还不是自己解决。

毕竟，自己的前途还是自己来操控。

俗语说：‘解铃还须系铃人’。

或许最近太闲了，

才会胡思乱想。

或许成绩出炉了，

我的方向就会更清晰。

端午节快乐!!!

2011-06-06T13:31:00.001+08:00

Today is our Chinese people celebrating DuanWu Festival (端午节) or also known as Dragon Boat Festival (龙船节). It always occurs on the 5th day of the 5th month of the lunar calendar.

On this day, most of the families will bring their children to the beaches or to watch people sailing dragon boats. Normally, there will be a competition seeing which team can sail their dragon boat faster. Well, there is also a history on this day which is originated from ancient China relating to the suicide of a poet or statesman, Qu Yuan. *I am not going in depth on this history - history is boring!! :P*

BUT, on this day, there is A-Must-Eat food i.e. RICE DUMPLINGS!! *drools when I think of it* It is made of glutinous rice stuffed with different fillings, for e.g. mushroom, pork meat, peanuts, salted duck eggs, chestnuts, chinese sausages (lap chiong), dried shrimp (ha mi) etc which later wrapped with bamboo leaves and steamed for hours until cooked. You can customise the filllings based on your preferences. Some old folks like to make sweet dumplings where their fillings are red bean or green bean paste and are dipped with sugar. *yummy*

I really miss having dumplings, especially those made by my Mummy. I have not been eating dumplings for the past 12 months ><'! I don't care! When I go back to Sabah, I gonna stuffed myself with dumplings. Perhaps I will go get one when I go shopping later. :P

Out of topic:-
1. 1st round of CLP revision classes have come to an end. BAC will start the 2nd round revision classes soon. I am glad that yesterday was the last day of revision class but it somehow saddened me again because this indicates that CLP exam is getting closer. :( Nevermind, I will still strike to the best!!! *Aza Aza Fighting!!!*

2. Yeah, I am going back to Sabah on 18th June and only will be back on 30th June - 2 weeks holidays before my CLP exam on 25th July. :D I might have missed some classes on weekends, so my friends, you all what to do lah~ *ngek ngek ngek* and thanks in advance for the notes!! LOL..

Okie, gonna take my bath and go shopping or I would rather say - go hunting for rice dumplings! :) Have a nice day and enjoy eating dumplings! ;)

Emm..irresistable dumplings! :)

CLP

2011-05-23T12:00:00.000+08:00

Argh..!!! Recently I always have headache on one side - causing me alots of pain and it is killing me! Wondering if it is because of tension, increasing of eyes' power, or some other sort of problems (hopefully not!)

Hoping that these kinds of 'distractions' can leave me alone for like 2 months. I want to focus and concentrate on my CLP revision. Exam is just around the corner! 2 months left and what have I done?! I have done NOTHING! All I have done was slacking, procrastinating..*shake head* These are all my problems as I didn't put effort on doing my revision, I admit.

I couldn't say I still have time to do revision - a blink of eyes 2 months will just pass like nobody's business. I would just say it is still not too late to at least start by today. Been always telling myself to study, do past year Qs but somehow there are always 'distractions' that pull me out from my study world. *tsk tsk tsk*

My problem is that I need to stay focus, put effort on my studies - not by just saying but by proving it by action! Action more than Words! This ain't a promise to anyone but to myself. ONLY ME that I can fulfill the promise! I have faith in myself, have confidence that I will go through every stages like how I did for my previous studies. Believe in myself! I can do it!!!

CLP folks! Let's conquer CLP and get rid of it with our full effort and luck!

Something Special

2011-05-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

I found a way to be everything I have dreamt of,

and I know it is in me that I will become who I want to be.

I finally found it and I am taking the long way out,

because it is going to be something special to me.

Days go by,

and I grow stronger.

It takes time,

but I will never let go.

Days go by,

and I will try harder to make it mine

because it is

something special to me.

It's something special to me. ;)

Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy.

2011-04-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

You know how sometimes it seems that

life is just throwing you one curved ball after another?

Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond!

You can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy!

Don't just take a shower -

feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin!

Don't just walk on the street -

enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way!

Don't just drive your car -

sing karaoke to your favorite radio station!

Do remember -

Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy!

*smile*

Unconsciously

2011-04-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

It dropped unconsciously. :'(

友达以上，恋人未满

2011-03-14T15:15:00.000+08:00

今天不知怎么了，脑中一直浮现这句词 “友达以上，恋人未满”。

不懂它是否适合形容我和他现在的状况呢？

此词的意思是形容一对人已超过朋友的阶段但还未到达恋人的程度，

应该是所谓的暧昧期吧！

曾经是恋人但后来因一些事故而分开了，可是现在似乎又要走上爱情这条路。我们呢，一起共餐，一起看电影，一起逛街，喜欢互闹，互说心事，但就只是到此而已。彼此答应要给对方一次机会，同时也让我想清楚，我到底要的是什么。

从不责怪他所做的一切，毕竟自己也需要检讨检讨一下。在爱情里，没有对与错，这都是看自己用什么态度及心态去面对和看待。

我相信爱情，也信任彼此间的感情，所以从没放弃过，一直坚信自己的决定。

说我准备好了，也不算是；说他准备好，仍努力中。

爱情不需要勉强，所谓勉强无幸福，何必呢。当爱情来临时，幸福自然会敲门，告诉你，你已经到达恋爱港口，允许你们两尽情地轰轰烈烈地恋爱！

同时，“友达以上，恋人未满”也提醒了我们仍需努力和加把劲，

或许就差这么一小步，我们就变成恋人了。

奉劝大家要珍惜身边的人，该出发的时候就该出发，不要等到错过了，

才来后悔莫及，那时恐怕已经太迟了。

对于已有伴侣的朋友，要懂得互相宽容及接受，

爱情得来不易，千万不要糟蹋爱情。

Happy Chinese New Year

2011-02-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the late Chinese New Year blessings!

I am currently down with cough and running nose but now I am getting better!

Anyway, with this opportunity, I would like to wish everyone a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

May all the blessings surround you throughout this bunny year and

May you have a prosperous and happy new year!

Eggtarts

2011-01-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

Baking eggtarts at this hour (10.30pm) is kinda fun and excited.

We have put in our sweat, our love and our effort in baking them - all in one! =)

The result came out to be satisfied and we enjoy eating them.

They seriously taste not bad as this was our 1st time baking them.

1st time in successfully baking them - indicating that there will be a second time. ;)

*Our Eggtarts!*

Part Time..

2011-01-19T03:13:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile that I didn't update my blog as I was really busy starting the year of 2011.

Just a quick update to you guys - Currently, I am working as a Personal Assistant in a private company in Solaris Mont Kiara. I have to thank Diana as she was the one who introduced this job to me. It is indeed a good chance for me to earn some pocket money. =P

Well, I think I am the lucky one. I work 3 day basis - Monday, Tuesday and Thursday but with reasonable salary. My boss and colleagues treat me nice too. I am kinda free in the office most of the time because my boss needs to outstation due to his business. He is an easy-going and flexible person. He even asks me to bring my books there for revision during my free time.

Previously, I worked in a law firm as an attachment student and this time is my first time involving in a private company. From there, I do learn a lot of things, for eg. how to do payment voucher, how to deal with boss, how to deal with clients, how to do filing, payment etc. It is indeed a good experience but I think I will resign in either May or June as I need to prepare for my CLP exam.

No worries, my work will not affect my CLP course. My priority is still my studies and I am glad that I have an understandable and considerate boss.

Chinese New Year festival is coming soon - can't wait for its arrival! I have bought some clothes but now I am looking for a pair of shoes. Once I get the shoes, it's just perfect! Haha..

It's 3am in the morning - time to go to bed! Good luck for those are having exam now! Gambateh!

Happy New Year 2011!

2011-01-01T17:57:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2011! Finally 2010 has gone! A lot of things happened in 2010 and I am glad that I can make it through with the supports of my family, friends and with the faith and strength that keep me holding on.

Again, I think God heard my prayer or perhaps like what he said, I am blessed after being through such hard times, God once again has gifted me a memorable and joyful new year celebration.

My friends and I went to have dinner in 88 Seafood Restaurant, Aman Suria. We later went to I-City. I am always so wanted to go there because of the lightings on the tree and they used lightings to decorate the place but one thing makes me uncomfortable was that it was crowded with Malays, even the performance was all Malay artists. *no discrimination*

After wandering around and photo-shooting session, we got our 2nd round plan - Desa ParkCity! There was a massive jam but it was very happening, with rock songs, superb DJ and hitz songs! We manage to get there by 11.50pm. Meeting our friends by the lakeside, we were ready with spray on our hands and waiting! *5..4..3..2..1* *screaming Happy New Year* and fireworks were displayed like flowers blossom on the sky! Magnificent and colourful!

After fireworks was not enough, we again went for 3rd round - SS2, KTZ, to have a yummlicious dessert and supper before going back. Again, I ordered my favourite - Mango Loh! *all the favourite*

And that ended my last day of 2010 and started my 1st day of 2011. Looking forward to this year and hoping that everything will be fine. New year, new life, new hope and I know I am blessed! Once again, thank you for everything that You have gifted me! I learnt my mistakes from my past and will utilise my knowledge to my present!

Once again, Happy New Year, folks! May Joy, Peace and Love surround you all with my blessings! : )

*p.s. - more photos will be uploaded to FaceBook.*

*I-City*

*Desa ParkCity*

*2011*

*Thank you* *heart*

Christmas ^^

2010-12-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas, everyone! I celebrated my christmas eve with my friends which was full of joy and fun!

To make it brief, we had dinner in One-Utama Shopping Mall, a steamboat restaurant called Plus One Shabu Shabu if I am not mistaken, then we went to D' Rich in SS2 to countdown. Well, the atmosphere was nice and crowded but once the clock struck 12am - everyone was so 'peaceful'! What?! No one was counting down to Christmas! They continued with their food and chat! @@

On the Christmas day, I went to Midvalley to meet up with my lovely brother. We had korean cuisine and coincidentally we met Ivy and Richard. We then walked around and went for a drink in Papparich. After 6pm, my friends were there to join me for dinner. After dinner, I sent off my brother in KTM then I went for movie - 'Meet the Parents - Little Fockers'. The movie was hillarious and funny! haha..

The next day - yeah, it was boxing day! My friends and I went to One-U again for shopping. I didn't really get myself present =( Nevermind, I will save to get what I want next year! I have written down my wishlist. =P We had sushi for dinner and before that, we went for movie - 'Gulliver's Travel'! I prefer this movie to Little Fockers. Little Fockers were just make-no-sense movie, sorry to say that! hahah..

I thought I will be alone during this year Christmas but ending up God gifted me a memorable and blessed Christmas with my friends and loved ones! Thank you, God! I appreciate everything YOU have given me and I thanked for the Christmas present I got from my friends.^^

A brand new year is coming soon! Hopefully I am gifted with what I wish for! =P *praying hard + fingers crossing* Once again, Merry Christmas to you all! =)

Blessings from Sharie! *heart*

Sleeping makes me a second life.

2010-12-15T11:58:00.001+08:00

Recently, I like to sleep! Whenever I am sad or feel ignored or feel like crying, I will sleep! I would say - sleeping makes me a second life! It is because I can start dreaming - dream of something fantasy, something that makes me pleasant and peace, something that I may not get in real life. I find another me in the dream.

No matter how not tired I am, I will force myself to sleep. It is sort of like an addictive drug. When you feel helpless and effortless, sleep will help to cure your 'addiction'. Once you wake up from your dream, you will feel better. I would say - this could be a waste of time or kind of an action of escaping from reality or unwilling to face the truth. But by doing so, it just makes me feel better and fresher and most importantly, it awakes me by letting me to see the difference between the reality and dream which makes me stronger and to have more courage to accept the fact and face the world.

In 24 hours, the part that I love the most is night time. During night time, especially sleeping time, I can see miraculous things happen on me. Those moments, I feel pampered, feel being attentive, feel being cared and loved. I clearly know it doesn't exist and yet I choose to live in the dream - a dream just only has both of us. Although it is just a dream, but I appreciate the moments I had in the dream even though only for few hours. It created great unforgettable memories for me which I will carry them with me forever.

However, I believe one day my dream will come true albeit I know fairy tale doesn't exist in real life. Therefore, I will create my own fairy tale, my own magical world because I am not losing hope on love, because I am not giving up on love. I still believe in it and have faith in it although I was hurt by it once, but that doesn't defeat me!

*Sleeping makes me a second life.*

Quiz - How long will your relationship last?

2010-11-29T13:30:00.001+08:00

LoL.. I took a quiz in Facebook which I seldom did that or I should say - I seldom believe in such things. But I don't know what get on me and lead me to take the quiz - How long will your relationship last? You guys must be puzzled on how come I will take such quiz as I am available now. *teehee* Well, just for future reference, I guess. =P

My result was a nice and satisfying one - How long will my relationship last? and Sharie got FOREVER!!! Wow.. I am kinda excited and happy and of course, surprised! *haha* The result goes like this - "You and your partner were made for each other. Your lives together will be nothing but happiness and love. It won't matter how much money, or things you will have in your life, but the time and memories that are made with one another!! " - sounds great, isn't it? Who doesn't wish for that? At least I am!

This turns me on for moments. It is like destiny - I am somehow destined to love H. Yes, I admit - I love H - but whether can be together, it turns out to be another issue. I love H dearly more than anyone does but I know my position.

Not going to be ashame of, I actually always think that H is the one for me! I have never thought of getting with another guy and the best part is I thought of marrying him. *blush* I have told H before, I told him that we seem like we were made for each other and I remember he told me the exact words above - Our lives will be nothing but full of happiness and love. Well, I don't care where he is from, how rich he is, how many good and bad habits he has, I don't care!!! I just love him for who he is!

However, what has happened is happened. H disappointed me and this is the fact but the silly part is I choose to continue to love him and stay by his side. Perhaps like I said, I am destined to love him. *gosh* What can I do now? Nothing but to respect his decision and to live my own life. I am out of the game! But it doesn't mean I give up! I know myself well. I have made my decision too! I have been telling the whole world that I am strong and tough enough to handle this but sometimes, I just got defeated! Nevermind, I will treat this as part of my growing! I believe there is courage and strength somewhere in my body which I can defeat the pain and accept the fact.

Still the old phrase - I am not going to hide my feelings to anyone I fond of. I will just be myself and live my blessed and contended life! *smiley Sharie*

Off to brunch now! Have a nice day, pals! =)

你是错的人吗？

2010-11-24T10:23:00.001+08:00

你是那个错的人，还是我？

明知道爱情并不牢靠

　　但是我还是拼命往里跳

　　明知道再走可能是监牢

　　但是我还是相信只是煎熬

　　朋友都劝我不要不要

　　不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑

　　但是做人已经那么累

　　假惺惺的想要逃

　　在爱里连真心都不能给

　　这才真正的可笑

　　爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲

　　太容易让自己沉沦

　　太容易不顾一切满是伤痕

　　我太笨明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　　但是我还奋不顾身

可能在爱里面这样算笨

　　可能永远没有所谓永恒

　　但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能

　　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

　　爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲

　　太容易让自己沉沦

　　太容易不顾一切满是伤痕

　　我太笨明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　　但我还是奋不顾身

我太笨明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　但我相信有点可能

Happy Birthday, Chloe!

2010-11-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Chloe had a birthday celebration in Redbox, The Gardens. Our friends were all invited but there were some who can't attend due to classes or personal stuff.

We sang from 2pm till 6pm! NO! Till 7pm! Haha.. we tore our throats, screaming and shouting with every energy we had, making every high pitches we can! *windows cracked*

After sing k session, we went to Snowflakes, Kota Damansara for desserts as the birthday girl hasn't been there before. I am glad that she likes the place very much. As there are sharp eyes killing us - shooing us away, and so we went to a nearby mamak stall for drinks and chit-chat! Out of sudden, we spotted a leisure sport game centre and the guys are kinda intestered in a round of pool game. While the guys are 'showing off', we girls just sat there and 'watched' their performance while chatting.

CK is claimed to be the pool king because he won 2 out of 3 of the game. As for my knowledge, CK is always the one who is good at pool game as I used to always see them playing pool game in Spinky, PBD. It was a pleasant night and I hope that birthday girl will like it!

I have bought nothing for You but what I can do is to dedicate this blog to You!

Happy Birthday, Chloe!

Wishing you a happy blissful birthday with lots of blessings!

Smile : )

2010-11-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

Recently I was kinda emo and

I'm sorry that you all have to bear with me.

I'm touched as well, from the things I have been through,

I know who my friends are.

They have been there supporting me, encouraging me,

pampering me, consoling me etc.

Just to let you all know,

the Sharie that you all know of - is back now!

She is now no more emo, sadness

She is now happy and going to smile everyday!

She will not be defeated by pain and sorrow.

She is who she is! : )

*I am blessed*

*I love you, dear. Whether not you are mine.*

Wish..

2010-11-15T09:25:00.003+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now!

*
**
***
****

*****

******

*******

********

*wishing*

********

*******

******

*****
****
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I am hoping we can make some wishes out of the airplanes.

Nobody..

2010-11-10T14:22:00.004+08:00

There is always that one person that will always have your heart

You never see it coming because you are blinded from the start

Know that you are the one for me

It is clear for everyone to see

It started when we were younger

It began when we were no more strangers

Now you have been taken

But still you are in my eyes

Do you remember

You were the one who gave me your first kiss

Do you remember

You were the one who said put your hands like this

I remember our first kiss

because after we kissed I could only think about your lips

I remember our hugs

because the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with

I was in love with you when we were younger

I was in love with you when we were friends

I still can feel it

No matter how I try to hide

Now you are no more in my future

My plans do not include you

I have chosen to leave you before you could say a word

because You are a Nobody

Ipoh 2D1N Trip..

2010-11-10T12:46:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I went to Ipoh for a 2days1night trip with my friends, to pay a visit to YeeLin's hometown and also His hometown.

Ipoh is a place where I am always longing to go. I was regret 2 years ago for not able to visit Ipoh but now, I have fulfilled my promise and to at least leave my footprints in Ipoh. I have no regrets now.

I was well-treated by YeeLin's family. We went for Ipoh Hor-fun and Tauge-Chicken, and dinner was a seafood feast! *yummy* The next morning, her parents brought us to have hakka noodles. Being a hakka-ian for 21 years, I have never tasted hakka noodles before. *shame me*

We went to the Lost World of Tambun, Gua Kek Look Tong, Kellie's Castle, Mine Dredging Ship. The whole journey, we could only hear the sound of snapping photos *snap snap snap* and our laughters! In the evening, we packed our luggage and started our journey back KL.

It was a meaningful journey for me. It is not only a break to relax myself from this stressing world but also to clear my regret which has been with me for years. I have left my footprints and memories in Ipoh, in a place where you belongs, in a place which you call 2nd home. I have no regret now - at least I have been there ONCE!

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了。。。

2010-11-03T01:33:00.001+08:00

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会在街上走的时候想到我，想到蹲在地上痛哭；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会在最快乐时想起我，想让我和你一起分享你的快乐；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会无数次的点击我的空间，看看我留下的痕迹；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会认真的用心的看我空间里的每篇文章，然后理解我当初是多么的珍惜你；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会每天开着MSN等我，当你看见好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会看那无聊的肥皂剧流泪，然后狠狠的想我；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会觉得其实你是想我的，其实你也很在乎我；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会一直等我，一直相信我会回到你们身边；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会痛哭流涕，就像迷失了自己；　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会紧跟着与我相似的背影，只为确认那是不是我；　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会走遍我们曾去过的角落，以拾起那曾经属于我们的记忆；　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会像电视里演的那样，记着我一辈子？　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会像上面我说的一样去做？

我想你不会，因为我不是你心中最重要的一个，也不是你不可缺少的一个。别说我是你最爱的，我不是，如果我是，你不会舍得我走！

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，我可能不会再回头，而你要忘了我继续生活。

是不是我真的消失了，你才会发现身边有个我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想起来应该珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会知道怎么样来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会感觉到当初我是多么的在乎你？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会舍得给我一丝理解？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会明白你真的失去了我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想要挽留？

我还有好多事情要去做 - 不想让你知道，不想被你发现，就这样静静地，安静地消失吧!

我傻笑，伪装掉下的泪水。

我装傻，掩盖了我和你的故事。

我装爱，修饰我对你的容忍。

我爱你，难以自拔。。。

Nothing to hide anymore..

2010-10-27T11:26:00.000+08:00

It's over, finally! He has walked out from my world, entering into a new world and left me with memory. I have nothing to hide anymore after have been hiding for a month - I am proud to say I am single!

I am not going to explain anything! Nothing much to say, what happened has already happened! Just let it be and start my new life without him. We both have tried everything we can but it didn't turn out right as we expected and so we just have to accept it.

He has a special place in my heart, will always do. He has shown me what love is, has taught me lots of things and has given me lots of happy and sweet moments. I am happy that I was once his special angel in his heart. Not going to demand more, I just wish him the best and all things go well on him. Stay Healthy and Happy - this will be the best gift for me!

However, I am glad to have supports and cares from my loved ones! These are what we called Friends, will be there whenever you need them!

Thank you for all the blesssings and no worries, I will be fine! Who am I, I am Sharie!!! =) I know I am blessed.. >",<...

Sometimes...

2010-10-22T13:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we think we can control or change things but there are things that can't be controlled or changed. They are well planned and arranged.

Our road is destined, whether good or bad. We no need to figure it out what the road is. We will be led to our road. What we can do is just to follow the pathway which purpose is for our good.

Sometimes, we think we can hide our feelings but there are feelings that can't be hidden. Why do we need to hide our feelings? Who has rights to stop us from expressing our feelings?

We don't need to pretend to be happy or sad. What we can do is just to express our feelings whenever we feel like doing so, no matter happy, sad or angry. Expressing our feelings shows the real us!

Sometimes, heart can see what is invisible to the eyes. Trust and listen to what our heart is trying to tell us then follow our heart.

The door of our heart should always be open, for those who want to come in and for those who want to walk out. We have to discard those unnecessary burden or stuff that do not belong to our heart or do not mean to be inside but we have to accept those are important and worth putting inside.

Now, follow your planned pathway, express your real feelings, and open your heart! You will see a brighter and better day ahead. *smile* : )

~♥水瓶座♥~

2010-10-18T02:34:00.001+08:00

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。

那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间，似乎只是自己一个人的事。

一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。

没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。

水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。

用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。

但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这种事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。

更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。

在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。

显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。

这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。

水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。

算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，可以继续貌似潇洒，只是在夜深人静的时候，会偷偷的想一个人。

但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼，可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个‘不’字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，可这些只是因为她爱他，至于别人，见鬼去吧。

这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，表面就是绝对的安静了，可心里只有瓶子自己知道，其实安静的水瓶更可怕。

这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要，他才是最重要的。

天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无，因为别人给不了瓶子想要的那种幸福，除了他。

自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。爱、就是那种不计后果的疯狂！

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回！

感情投入的越多越是伤的重！

最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，永远都是给对方一个骄傲的理由离开，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。

爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。

所以，不轻易说；说出口，就是一辈子。

只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌，他的样子却还是那么清晰。

只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，阳光向上重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞，无法承受没有他的日子。

人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实水瓶的爱只有一次，其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”

有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。

因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。

当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。

只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。

如果你遇到了一个水瓶座的男孩或是女孩，他一定会把他最好的爱都给你，也许他给不了你那么多，可他把自己都给你，够吗？

第一次

2010-10-11T19:29:00.001+08:00

I came across this article this afternoon and I find it kinda meaningful, so I decided to share it here. Hope you all can have a look on it. =)

女生为男生付出多少个"第一次"?

■第一次为男生把她的吻给了他

■第一次为男生哭

■第一次为男生生气

■第一次为男生担心

■第一次为男生自残

■第一次为男生心疼

■第一次为男生提气很大的勇气说出我爱你

■第一次为男生解决男生办不到的事

■第一次为男生在男生面前脱下衣服赤裸裸的站在他面前

■第一次为男生把她的第一次给了他

■第一次为男生在厨房拼命的下厨

■第一次为男生自己受委屈

■第一次为男生熬夜陪男生打电脑

■第一次为男生闹分手只为了知道她在他心中有多么重要

■第一次为男生偷偷躲在房里哭泣不让他知道

■第一次为男生牺牲自己成全他跟别的女生

女生这一生中把多少个第一次给了男生，但男生却不懂得珍惜.

男生...有多少个女生愿意把这么多的第一次给了你? 好好珍惜爱你的女生，

不要嫌弃她，不管她以前怎么样...变得怎么样...都要好好珍惜.

女生要的并不多，

她只希望有人关心她，照顾她，保护她，疼她，哄她，逗她，陪她，爱她...

这些都只是简简单单的小事物，都能轻易的做到。

好好珍惜身边的好女孩吧!

*别无他意，纯粹欣赏* ^^

Wishing YOU the best!

2010-10-11T11:18:00.001+08:00

Today is your 1st day of exam! I wish you all the best and do well in your exam!

Sharie will always be here to support and motivate you! Remember our Lucky Star? It is flying towards you and will surround you always. >",<... Do you receive it?! =)

Good Luck and Gambateh oh! You will pass with flying colours and I am waiting for your good news! ^^ *praying hard and keeping fingers crossed......especially for YOU!* *heart*

*fingers crossing - wishing you will score well*

Promise

2010-10-09T04:27:00.000+08:00

It is easier to break a promise than to make a promise.

It is easy to make a promise, but on the other hand, it is easier to break a promise.

They don't know the importance of a promise and yet, they simply make it just to please someone, so that he/she will feel better. However, they don't understand his/her feeling when he/she finds out that they actually are not able to fulfill their promise.

They can't imagine his/her heart breaking and cracking. It hurts and is painful.

Don't simply make a promise if you think you can't fulfill it or else you are just hurting your loved ones!

♥ Missing You ♥

2010-09-30T14:18:00.000+08:00

Recently, I am addicted to a song entitled "A Year Without Rain" from Selena Gomez. I personally love this song because of its lyrics and rhythm, soft yet sentimental!

The lyrics has successfully pointed out that missing and loving someone is like wandering in desert for 1000 days, suffering and like a year without rain.

However, in the end, it comes out with a positive view that she is hoping that the drought will come to an end and flower the desert again. But we all know, would any flowers be able to survive in desert, except cactus? It somehow implies that she is still missing him, wishing a miracle will happen to flower the desert and will rain one day!

New Start!

2010-09-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

CLP course commenced last two weeks ago! It is a new course, new environment to me and I am meeting new faces, new people! It reminds me of first day going to Primary School!

5 hours lectures are really killing me! >.<" I have quoted our lecturer's favourite phrases, "can you see or not?!" He repeated more than 100times I guess! Another thing that annoyed me is the bus, especially when I missed the bus! Damn pissed!

Recently, I like to reminisce my past, my memories! Everything will be a memory afterall, no matter sweet, bitter or sour! They are my precious and I will always remember them. What I have learnt is that I have to move on, carry on with my life. I can't stand only on the same pathway! I have to keep on moving!

My cousin told me, everything happened for a reason. There is something that I might not understand now but one day I will realise the reason behind it.

Whatever it is, it doesn't change my stand. I still love you like I did last time and will always do! I will support and encourage you and will be by your side whenever you need me! I will live a happy and blissful life! I love you! You are amazing just the way you are! *muakz* =)

Either way is NOT GOOD for ME!

2010-09-16T15:34:00.000+08:00

Choices are given to me. The ball has now thrown to me! Whether to keep the ball or throw it away, I do not know!

What should I do now? Either way is not good for me! Both ways will make me suffered.

I do not feel the passion I used to have last time; I do not see the sincerity I used to see last time; I do not feel the love I used to have last time!

All I want is so simple - L O V E! People say it is easy to love a person, then why does it become 'hard' when comes to me?! Is it that hard to love me?

I feel like I am living in an icebox! Feeling cold without your warm hugs; Freezing without your love to melt my heart; Difficult in breathing without kisses from you!

No matter what, I won't leave you and will always stay by your side to support you! I am still the old me, the Sharie that you know! I have faith and confidence in you, me and us! Please don't ever let me down again!

Only Love

2010-09-08T08:49:00.002+08:00

Recently, something bad has happened on me. I am confused and puzzled on what I should do to solve this matter.

However, I learnt a lesson! - "Heart can sometimes see what is invisible to the eyes."
Being greedy is not a way to solve the problem because it is impossible for a person to have both sides of the bread. Either way, a decision or choice has to be made.

I always thought that I will create my own "happily ever after" ending but it seems like it is not as easy and simple as I thought. I cannot clap with one hand, only two can play the game. I have to go through several obstacles, tests and challenges before reaching my destination.

I don't want to give up but I don't want to see anyone of us to be in hard and suffering situation, yet I dont't want to lose anyone...
I should have noticed earlier! Things changed just right after I reached UK. After coming back to Malaysia, I thought I have successfully passed my test , in fact, actually the real test has just begun.

Tell me, what should I do? Give up and walk away? Try again and keep on chasing? Someone please tell me!
NONONO, ShArIE is a positive-thinking person. Think positively - Yesterday is dead, forget it; Tomorrow doesn't exist, don't worry; Today is here, live it.
Before ending this, I would like to dedicate a song to someone special in my heart:

Only Love

2am and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me that you are so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can say

Try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can't make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough

If we learn to trust

But only love can say

Try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can't make you see it through

That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'll give my dreams just one more chance

Don't let this be our last goodbye

But only love can say

Try again or walk away

But I believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I just play my part

Pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can't make you see it through

That's something only love can do

LLB (Hons)

2010-07-04T00:58:00.002+08:00

Results came out on 29th June at 12noon. I couldn't sleep the whole night and woke up early in the morning, just to sit in front of the laptop, waiting for the time to pass.

Looking at the clock "tik tok tik tok", the closer to 12noon, the more nervous I got!

Once the clock struck 12, I logged in to BlackBoard, started searching for my ID. Yeah! I found it! Oh my gosh~ I have made it! I got a 2:1~!! I just couldn't believe my eyes and I took my student card to double check my ID!

I am really happy and my hardship has finally paid off!!! It is one step forward for me to pursue my career.

The journey just begins. Finishing my law degree is just the beginning, still a long long way to go. My next plan is to study CLP in Brickfields and practise in Malaysia.

Hopefully I will be as lucky as now during my CLP.

Once again, Congratulation to all of my friends and Good Luck to them in future!

Happy 5th Year Anniversary!

2010-06-07T00:52:00.004+08:00

7th June..

It is a special day..

..a day that belongs only to both of us!

7th June..

A day to be remembered..

..to remember our love to each other!

Our love..

It is like a TREE..

..that grows stronger through the years!

..that is nourished by our laughters and tears!

Our love..

It is like a TREE..

..that shelters us from a sunny or gloomy day!

..that its beauty grows as each day passes by!

We began as strangers;
We then became friends;

We later became one with each other;

And we will remain as ONE forever!

I Love You

Happy 5th Year Anniversary!

Happening Days..

2010-06-06T03:10:00.006+08:00

Life has been getting bored so my friend, Joan suggested to have a BBQ during this boring holidays with Zyan, Chee Kiong, Cannon, Irene, Soon Lee and Cindy. We just used 1 day to decide and the next day, we went to buy ingredients and started preparing for BBQ. We chose a park nearby Victoria Hall.

We have bought the basic ones - chicken wings and hotdogs. Besides, we had fish balls, nuggets, garlic bread, fried meehoon and stewed ribs with eggs.

*Reached the park at around 7pm but the sun hasn't set yet. Ready for BBQ..wee~!*

*The wind was strong that day and the BBQ kits from Poundland weren't that good :(*

We finished our BBQ at around 10pm. And our next plan was to have Fish & Chips in Tynemouth and go shopping in Royal Quays, Percy Main.

After having Fish & Chips, we went to the beach nearby to have a look. Saw a lot of people (families, gangs of friends, teenages, oldies) having picnic, sunbathing, enjoying the warm sun, breezy wind by the seaside. ^^

*Nice weather to have a day-out to the beach =)*

*Group photo - from the left: Zyan, Cannon, Joan, Me and CK*

Couldn't stand under the sun for too long and so we continue our journey to Percy Main. Just a few stations from Tynemouth. In Percy Main, we need to walk quite a distant of road to reach Royal Quays. It is sort-of a designer outlet centre. There have Nike factory outlet, GAP, Reebok, Puma, Petroleum, Lacoste etc. The items are slightly cheaper than those in the retail shop. They all had their own 'booties' but I did window-shopping only. X)

*Royal Quays, an outlet centre in Percy Main - Worth to go..=)*

At around 5pm, we took Metro back to Monument and continued shopping in H&M and Primark until the shop closed. They later came to Victoria Hall to have the BBQ leftover as dinner. A great dinner with them and Joan will go London the next day.

Glad to know them although we only have the chance to get closer after second semester. =) Off now, see ya! Have a great summer holidays..=)

Boredom

2010-05-23T20:26:00.006+08:00

Wee~~ First of all, I am super duper happy because I have officially done with my exams. I am done with my degree! Yeappie~ I am now so relieved! No more stress, no more tension, no more depression! =)

*can throw away my books and notes..=X*

*Yeappie~~Hooray~~Exam is over!!!*

But, I am starting to get bored. I have no idea what to do to pass my time. I am getting bored of going out everyday, going to the same old place. Urgh! Howard is having his exam so I couldn't disturb him everyday but to support him from Newcastle. It is just the second day and I am now BORED! However, I have started cleaning my room, tidying my books and clothes etc. Hope this can help to pass my spare time.

*My daily activities are sleeping, chatting, eating, playing computer etc...BORING!!!*

Besides, summer is coming soon and the weather nowadays is hot. The sun is burning! I can sweat under 24 degree celcius! Imagine when I go back to Malaysia! How am I going to survive in Malaysia?! Huh...

Hot SUN! *can't stand the heat!!!*

Tonight, our flat will be having potluck again with my coursemates, sort of having a farewell party for Diana and Josephine as they are going back soon on 27th May. This is an event which can ease my boredom too. ^^

Gonna off now. I shall start my preparation before it is too late. Although I am done with my exams, the next thing I am worried about is hoping that I can get good results in my degree! Please pray for me and bless me!

Angel, please bless me! *praying hard*

Good Luck to ShArIE!!!

Stress..

2010-05-17T04:06:00.003+08:00

1 more paper and I will be FREE!

Don't give up!

4 more days only...

NO SWEET WITHOUT SWEAT!

GooD LucK, ShArIE!

May..

2010-05-01T10:10:00.005+08:00

May...

The month that I fear of has finally arrived.

My exams are getting closer and closer. Can they please not come to me that early? I haven't get ready to welcome them yet.

I will sit for Property 2 and Consumer Protection on 13th and 14th May respectively. EU is my last paper which is on 20th May. After that, I will be FREE. But I am so lazy to do my revision! [sighing]

Angel: "Sharie, stop complaining and continue your revision! No more procrastination! Go Go Go ~"

Devil: "Study for what lah~~ Enjoy life better still.."

Angel: "You Devil, don't influence her!!! She is here for her degree. This determines her future. After she gets her degree, she can enjoy whatever lifestyle she wants!"

Sharie: "Yes, ma'am!"

Gonna start my revision now. *Books are piling up*

Good Luck to all my fellow coursemates!

Things to Do!

2010-03-10T07:36:00.013+08:00

It has been awhile that I did not update my blog. The main factor is that I am LAZY! Haha.. For a quick updates, I went to Manchester with my friends during Chinese New Year and I have been to London again on April to celebrate Easter with my cousin. I have also visited York last week where my friends went there for their IELTS tests. And now, I am rushing for my last assignment before preparing for my exams!

However, there are still lots of things that I need to do before I can really concentrate on my revisions.

Things to do:
1. Finish my assignment.
2. Extend my room.
3. Confirm and register my guests on my graduation ceremony.
4. Order my graduation gown.
5. Book my photographs sessions.

Argh..the assignment is driving me crazy and the others have to be done by 31st May but better to get them done faster so that I can concentrate on my revisions for exams. =)

Off to bed now! Good night, people! Will try to update my blog more often. ^^

Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day

2010-02-13T04:58:00.011+08:00

Today is 14th February which is a special day for the year of 2010. Coincidentally, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day are happened to fall on the same day. Lots of people are busy preparing to celebrate these 2 big events. Lucky me, I have a week off.

Before celebrating Chinese New Year, families will start to clean their houses and decorate the houses with lanterns and new year scrolls which they believe will bring a prosperous year. During Chinese New Year, they will cook a table of sumptuous feast and lion dances can be seen all over the places. The most important and happiest things for children is that they get to have AngPaos from parents and elders.

As for Valentine's Day, lovers will busy choosing and buying presents for their loved ones. Some of them will make chocolates or cakes for their partners. However, for those who don't have valentine, they will celebrate their Friendship's Day.

This year, a special year for me as I am celebrating these both events overseas. I am not lonely at all as I have friends here with me. We had a reunion dinner on New Year's eve and we are going to watch lion dances in Chinatown on the 1st day of New Year. Moreover, I received calls from Howard and he accompanied me throughout the day to celebrate Valentine's Day with me.

Besides, on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year, I am going to Manchester for 3 days 2 nights with Zyan, Guat Lee and Yee Lin. Will update when I get back from the trip.

Going to bed now. Later I have to wake up early in the morning and prepare to go Chinatown. Hope the lion dance will not let me down. =P

Wishing everyone has a Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year. May the year of Tiger brings good health, wealth and happiness to everyone. Not to forget, Happy Valentine's Day too!

My 21st Birthday~!!!

2010-01-31T01:45:00.010+08:00

24.01.2010 is my birthday. I am now officially 21 years old which I can receive my Key of Freedom! Haha..

Couldn't believe that I am now an 21-year-old lady. I am happy in the sense that I finally get the freedom that I have longed for; sad is because I am getting older and older.

This year will be a memorable year for me. It was the 1st time I spent my birthday in UK with my bestie and friends! They have given me a great surprise in Nino's restaurant. I received lots of present and I love them so so much, especially the present from Zyan! It is my favourite! =)

I have been living in this world for more than 20 years, have experienced lots of ups and downs which I have learnt my lessons and become more mature, stronger. I am no more a coward who escapes from problems but I face the problems with all the bravery and courage I have. I should behave like an adult instead of a child.

I received lots of wishes and blessings from my family, relatives, friends and loved ones. Hope that the blessings will accompany me throughout the year or perhaps the rest of my life. Once again, thanks for the blessings, surprise, dinner and presents.

May you be blessed and stay healthy and happy always.

Happy Birthday to Sharie!

Merry X'mas 2009

2009-12-26T01:49:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late update as I was busy with my assignments and also busy enjoying my 1st snow in UK! The snow is nice and soft. I just love them! But after awhile, you will feel the cold and you will start to lose interest on it. Haha..

After submitting assignments, we went out to have a big feast in Gekko, a buffet restaurant in The Gates and shopping in Eldon Square! and that started our Xmas holidays.. *whee*

As for my Christmas, I celebrated with Boon Han as Zyan went to London on 22nd but I am going to London on 27th Dec till 3rd Jan. So, what was our plan during Xmas leh? Boon Han and I cooked an Xmas dinner for ourselves. We have lots of food, kinda like stuffing ourselves with food. Haha.. After that, we had a little treasure hunt in my room. Boon Han has hidden my present and I have to look for it. It was a bracelet and I love it so much! Thank you, Boon Han. In return, I also bought him a tee from topman. =)

Thank you to my dearest hubby, Howard. He called me twice from KL just to countdown and wish me Merry Christmas. Although he is not here with, I still can feel his love and warmth that he gives me. Muakz..Love you!

Tomorrow is boxing day and we have nothing to buy but we plan to have a walk in metro center. =) It is time for dinner..ciao..

Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Assessments!

2009-11-27T06:12:00.003+08:00

As time passes, the day we received our assessments was finally arrived! Few days ago, we got our assessments for Consumer Protection and Property 2. I have to submit them on the same day which is on 18th Dec, just before I celebrate my X'mas holidays. However, I guess I could not entirely enjoy my holidays because Jurisprudence assessment is to be submitted in January and the question will be given before holidays. Huh!

Can't they give me a break to enjoy and relax?!

Haiz.. what can I say?! We are students, this is one of our duties - assignments! In the end, we still have to submit our 'masterpieces' to lecturers. The things I should do now is to start doing my assessments, starting with my research, journals, textbooks.. just like what I always did in HELP. But one good thing is that we can access to LexisNexis or Westlaw using our own laptops. Easier for us to study as in I don't need to purpose walk to campus and look for the cases and articles.

3 more weeks to go! 21 days! I have to get started with my assignments as time flies fast just like a blink of eyes. No more playing..but we are celebrating BoonHan's birthday on this coming Saturday. Oppz..Party again!! After that, really have to burn midnight oil every night to get my things done!

Good luck to all my fellow friends! After submitting assessment, it's party time!!! ^^

BVC? LPC? LLM? CLP? - Indecisive!

2009-11-15T10:43:00.005+08:00

Recently, I am stuck in some problems. I really have to think about my future, thinking which road I have to go, what course I am going to take. While thinking about the above question, I may also need to think about the problems that I will encounter on my chosen journey. Besides, lots of aspect I have to take into consideration before I make my decision.

However, time doesn't wait. It flies fast and I have to make decision as fast as possible. I have lots of options. I have to think whether I should apply for BVC (new term = BPTC), LPC, LLM, CLP or just a degree student. I am now so puzzled and everything is just crushed in my mind.

As in BPTC, for those who are non-EU students must take IELTS test and score 7.5 in every categories which might be a tough case for me. If I consider to join next year, I then have to take the aptitude test in order to apply for BPTC. The fee for next year excludes living expenses is GBP10,500 which might be a burden for my family.

As in LPC, the IELTS requirement is lower which only 6.5 and above. But taking LPC here, when I go back to Malaysia, I have to take CLP to be a qualifying lawyer. What is the point of taking 2 courses where she can only take 1 in Malaysia?

Frankly speaking, I am not that into entering the court and debate. It has tension on me. Hmm..Every roads seem to have its own problems. Like my parents said, they can't guarantee me that they can support me to study here. They also advise me to do LLM, as least if I am not a lawyer, I am still a master degree graduate.

How ah? I wish to give a try. I will still go for the IELTS test and see how my standard is. I will still apply for BPTC and see how my luck is! Even if I couldn't get, at least I give it a try, at least I step forward!

Haiz.. puzzled! Dilemma ah! Who is going to help me? Should I walk straight or should I turn left or right? Standing in the middle of the junction..thinking where to go. Anyone there for me to ask for directions? Perhaps I have to follow my own map..only I know, what I want and where I want to go.

Lazy Bum Bum

2009-11-03T10:15:00.003+08:00

Hello.. It has been a long time I didn't update my blog. It is not that I have nothing to update, but it is just that I am lazy and I know I should not.

Having been in UK for a almost 2 months, I have finally cured my homesick and everything is settled. My cousin is going back on Nov and I really hope that I can go back too. Last time when I was studying in KL, I can travel back to Sandakan during holidays as the ticket fare is cheaper and the distance is shorter. But for now, I should not even have that idea in my mind. It is just wouldn't happen to me. However, looking in a bright side, I could visit my cousin in London, go to other places to visit my friends, spending X'mas with my friends, experiencing winter etc. There are still lots of fun which I haven't discovered yet and I am going to..

Now is November and I have started to plan my X'mas holidays. I am going to London again to visit my cousin! Last time the duration was short and now, I am going to stay for almost 1 week before I go back to Newcastle. I am looking forward on that trip.

So far, I am doing well in my studies but have to pay more attention on the lectures and seminars so that I can catch up with the lecturers and tutors. Their slangs are slightly different so 100% attention is needed. I do eat well, sleep well, wear well, so my dear parents, do not you worry too much about me ya.. Take care yourselves! I won't simply spend money =X

It is time to sleep now. Night Night everyone!

Tomorrow will be a brand new day!

Will update when I am free..=)

Newcastle

2009-09-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

On 12th Sept, I left Malaysia and boarded on Emirates to Newcastle where I have to spend my one whole year there. Before I left, I was so touched as HELP business gangs have come to airport to meet me. Thank you guys!!!

Safely, My friends and I have reached Newcastle and we waited for Northumbria Meet & Greet teams to bring us back to Northumbria campus and our accommodation. We waited there for 1 1/2 hours to get on to the bus, but the journey to Northumbria University from airport is quite near, around 20m-30mins. 1 thing frustrated me was that they promised to give us complimentary simcard BUT they told us that the simcards have been distributed and no more left! Gosh!! I have to spend GBP14.65 to get a simcard to call home.

My room is very nice and I like it. It is kinda like a superior single room in hotel! haha.. The washroom is ensuited and the kitchen is amazing as everything is fully eqquipped. The TV provided is Plasma LCD and the coach is comfortable..Overall a word to describe my accommodation - It is COSY!!! =X

At night, Baby-jia and Errol drove to Newcastle to meet me and it took them 5 hours from London. The next morning, after enrolment, we met up and went for lunch and do some shoppings! Thanks Baby-jia for buying me lots of stuff and she is going to meet me soon! Besides, Dennis-kiu in Sunderland also wants to come and find me for dimsum! Wow..DIMSUM.. can't wait..I miss chinese food very much!!

For the 1st 2 days, we went to get our enrolment done and walked around our accommodation to get some food and household products. We explored many places included Chinatown and we are going to explore more.

It is time to prepare dinner.. gonna sleep early as tomorrow we need to go for induction. Will update soon..take care everyone..miss you all so much, especially my family and Howard. Love u guys!!!

Preparation to UK!

2009-09-01T10:55:00.003+08:00

After I came back from KL, besides having nice homemade food from mum, I also have to start packing before it is too late.

I wrote down a checklist for myself and gosh..so many things I have to brin!g! Hopefully it won't overweight. This whole week I have been going to bank, supermarket just to buy the things that I have to bring to UK. Any unclear information, I have to call or email the relevant officer so that I can save some space for my luggage. I have 30kg only but my friends who booked via travel agent can get extra 10kg. Well for me, the more kg I have, the more things I will bring, so I gonna control myself..^^

I also have to book the flight tickets to KL for Daddy and Mummy. They are just sweet enough to accompany me to KL and will send me off in KLIA! Touching! OH, I have to book the Cititel for the room! Got to get it done by today!

Besides that, I just mugged myself inside the bedroom and sat in front of the computer. Really lazy to pack but I know I have to. So starting from today, I have to start!!

Pretty sad that I am not able to celebrate Mooncake Festival here with my family. But, my aunt is kind enough to make me a box of jelly mooncakes with 4 flavours - lime, herbal tea, dragonfruit and blueberry yogurt. They are not too sweet and they really taste good! Yummy!!! [thumbs up]

Okie dokie, it is my brunch time and later in the afternoon, I have to go out and buy some moisturiser cream, shampoo etc. Everybody ciao!! ^^

Home Sweet Home!

2009-08-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

Last night was a tiring night. Early at night at 10pm, Howard and I went to airport to wait for my Mummy who arrived LCCT from Gold Coast at 4am in the morning then 2 of us took the morning flight at 7.15am to come back to Sandakan.

During 6 hours in airport, what were we doing? We just ordered a drink in the Coffee Bean and online. The line is not considered sux but it is quite slow and some programmes are blocked and are not allowed to access. HUH! The whole airport shares the same line! Gosh~~

At 3am, stomach was calling for food. We walked around the airport, doing some window shopping (imagine all the shops are closed and we were still there wandering) and we came to a fast food restaurant, named Mary Brown. We ordered a meal and ate while waiting for Mummy.

Clock struck 4 and the announcement of the arrival of the flight was made so we quickly rushed to the international arrival hall. We waited for 30mins then only I saw my Mummy.. I am so so so happy to see as I have not seen her for couples of months. After checking-in for Sandakan flight, we went for a drink.

Finally we reached home after 3 hours on the plane. She bought many things for us - food, clothes, snacks, accessories. I even got a camera from my cousin, Phin-jia. Good! I can take lots of nice photos in UK! Happy! Again, a happy moment was that I can eat homecooked meals. Wow, another good thing is that I no need to do so many household chores. =X Haha..

Left 2 more weeks then I will fly to UK, so there is still lots of things to prepare before going to UK. I have to make good use of the remaining days to finish everything before leaving. ^^

I can't wait to fly to UK to meet new people, to adapt new environment, to start a new life! Wish me Good Luck and hope everything goes on smoothly!

Friends!

2009-08-17T14:36:00.003+08:00

As I have mentioned before, I went to KL for my visa application but of course, also trying to meet up with my friends before leaving to UK.

I have spent approximately 3 weeks in KL and I am going back to Sandakan on 24th August with my mum. I really appreciate the times with my friends over here, no matter HELP friends or my secondary school friends. They are meaningful to me! I sure will miss them when I go to UK!

I am very grateful because during my weeks in KL, I tended to attend Cassandra's and Celine's birthday parties where I can meet up and gather with my HELP - Business friends again. Howard and I went out with Ivy and Richard too, to have a movie, dinner, shopping etc. It was another great moment and meaningful memories for me! Besides, Howard and I also got to meet with Kenny and Nicole last week in KLCC, and also Addy.

For sure, I won't forget about my gang of secondary school friends. I went to Sunway to meet with Shui Yen, Keit, OJJ, Cloud! We sang in RedBox for the whole evening. That was great!

Of course, I am very glad that among all the events, my Hubby, Howard was with me all the times, no matter when and where. It touched me and he really cares for me every minutes, every seconds. He is trying his best to bring me to any places I want to go before I go back to Sandakan even his final exam is coming soon. He always said that he is ok with that, asking me not to worry. Thank him very much!!!

My beloved friends, I will miss you all when I go to UK! We might be less contact but that doesn't mean that I don't care about you all anymore! You all are meaningful to me! I am very glad to have friends like you all. Do keep in touch! Love and miss you all!!! You all know who you are although some of them I didn't mention here!

Howard, I will definitely love and miss you! Take care yourself!

Outing with Howard!

2009-08-09T17:54:00.003+08:00

Now I am in KL, sure I have to spend some time with my Hubby, Howard. Haha.. After helping him with his Business Law assignment, as a gift, he brought me out to MidValley. Yeah..no doubt, it was MidValley again. Haha..

It was fun that day although both of us went there for several times! We did some window-shopping and he brought me to ZenMai (Japanese Restaurant) for dinner. Wow.. sushi.. one of my favourite! haha..

I am now waiting for him to bring me to next destination. Will update it after he has brought me there.. haha..

before going out..

in LRT station..

in The Gardens

camwhore session in Alson's car..=P

act cute + promote my new style ^^

Visa Application

2009-08-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today, I went for my visa application appointment which I need to submit all my supporting documents and also relevant forms. The Visa Application Centre is located in the building called Wisma MCA, Jalan Ampang.

This morning, I took bus, LRT all by myself and all the way to Ampang Park just to submit the documents and have my biometrics taken. My appointment was at 10am but I arrived the building too early. I reached there by 9am which means I have to stand in the lobby to wait for 45mins before going up to 19th Floor where the VAC is located.

While waiting the 45mins to pass, I double-checked my documents again and again, hoping I do not lack of any documents. However, I always do have the feeling that I lack of something, and keep recalling the documents needed for application.

Up to 19th Floor, the security guards are strict that they checked your bags, passport, body-check etc. When we get into the office, we have to show the guard our appointment time and also to see whether our name is on the list. Number is given and waited to be called.

After couples of minutes, it was my turn and the officer is nice and friendly. She asked me to take out all my documents and started to check them. However, something really happened this time. She said my fixed deposits were matured, meaning that they are expired and needed me to update. So I have to go to the nearest bank but my FD can only update in my home branch and again, the bank officer is kind enough to help me to update and print the relevant documents out from their database system.

Again, I have to rush back to VAC just to get everything done as soon as possible. Finally, she accepted my documents and then it was my scarest part among the whole day - BIOMETRICS! My fingerprints are famous for thin and hard to scan. 2 thumbs would make the officers crazy and now I have to scan for 10 fingers. My gosh! No doubt, there are problems with my fingerprint scanning. They were too dry! Last time was too wet and now too dry! What THE XXXX! Lastly still manage to get the fingerprints scanned.

And now, what I can do is to wait for my visa collection. Hope they won't reject my visa application and hope that everything goes on smoothly and hope I can get my visa as soon as possible! Praying hard~~

TELEKOM Burnt Down!

2009-07-31T16:24:00.003+08:00

On Monday morning, I got a shocked news from Zhi Yan. She told me that the TELEKOM building was burnt down, causing all the homeline and streamyx are not working.

Gosh~ Imagine the seriousness of not having any line. Most of the banks were closed that day, even the ATM and deposit machines were not functioning. Not only the banks, but also for those travel agency and airports. Everyone can't buy any tickets and for those who have bought previously, have to check-in manually and this caused a mess in the airport.

As for me, without the streamyx was just a terrible for me. Recently, I have to email my accommodation officer. Besides, I am half-way on my visa online application. I haven't scheduled my appointment and haven't booked the flight ticket to KL. The AirAsia officer asked me to call the careline but nobody is answering the call, so I have to ask King Huat to help me to book and later I will transfer the money to his account when the banks start functioning.

For the visa appointment, I have to ask Howard to help me out with this. But everything was going on smoothly.

Until today, then the line is getting better and can online. Few days without the lines were really a suffer for the citizens in the city. Hope that everything will recover fast and TELEKOM should have spare parts that are available as there might be something like this happen.

Visa Letter

2009-07-31T16:12:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I have got my visa letter last Friday. I am so happy. The thing I hope for finally here.

So, what should I do next?!

1. Apply my visa via internet.
2. Prepare the documents that are needed.
3. Book ticket to KL for appoinment to submit my application.
4. Shopping in KL while waiting for the collection of the visa.
5. Ready to fly to UK.

Haha.. those are my plans so far. Hope it can go on smoothly and as what I wish.

Good Luck to me and all my friends!!!

See you guys in UK loh.. ^^

WAIT..WAITING..

2009-07-16T07:02:00.004+08:00

Recently, I have been puzzled for a lot of things. When I woke up everday, I was thinking about those things. I am wondering when I can get everything done nicely and perfectly.

Results are out. I have got my bank statement last week. I have requested the Accommodation Office to send me the original receipt. Now, I am waiting for my visa letter from Northumbria University which they will send me within these 2 weeks. Before getting this paper, I can't proceed to the next steps. All I can do is WAIT!

It seems like I have done everything, except visa application, but I always have a feeling that I haven't finished preparing. Is it my own illusion or I have missed out something important? I haven't gone outside of Malaysia. The furthest country so far I have gone to was Singapore. Haha..That's why I am so looking forward to UK. I wonder how my life will be when I get there.

How are the students over there? Who will I meet? Will I get to visit to other places, other countries? How are my housemates? How would the lecture or tutorials look like? How are my lecturers? Can I cope with my courses? How is the weather? Can I adapt to the environment over there? There are lots of lots of questions popping out. But those questions are still an unknown to me because I am still WAITING.

I hope everything will be fine and run smoothly as I planned. So far so good for me. After the visa letter, I will continue my journey to the end!

BLESS ME!

Moving Forward..

2009-07-04T06:32:00.003+08:00

Finally, the results for Year 2 were released! All the scare, nervous and fear are gone! Almost everyday morning, I was sitting in front of the computer to wait for the results to release.

One day, when I was out with my dad, King Huat suddenly called me and asked how was my result. I was shocked and replied that I was currently not at home. I was thinking, if he called me 10mins before I went out, maybe I still have the chance to check at home. Then constantly and constinuously, I received calls and messages from my friends. These increase my nervous. I told my dad that the results were released. Our destination was supposed to go town to another bank, but he asked whether we wanted to go home first. Later, I came out with a great idea. I asked him to take me to some nearer places that have Wi-Fi service.

Using my mobile phone, step by step I was directed to MyPride. Slowly scrolling down, I saw my results! Suddenly, I felt like screaming to the whole world. YES! I DID IT! I got 2Bs and 3Cs. These were really better than what I expected! Gosh~

Someone might think that those weren't what they wanted, but for me, they are! I was damn happy and told my family and friends! I was glad that they are happy for me too.

Although stress was surrounding me during the exam and after the exam, it was worth it until the moment of the release of results. Lots of hardships have been overcome and this was what I should deserve!

This implies what?! It implies that I am one step forward to UK! Yeah! I can go to UK lah! Hehe ^^ However, for those who did well, congratulations and well done! For those who did not get what they expected, don't give up and good luck! I believe you all have done your best!

UK, I am going to conquer YOU! Wait for ME!

p.s. thanks Howard for accompanying me during my whole week of exam period. Love you hubby, muakz.. ^^ I want to share my happiness with YOU!

Happy Birthday to REGINA!!

2009-07-01T11:56:00.002+08:00

Today is 1st July, which is one of my best buddies's birthday. No doubt, she is REGINA CHIN.

Haha.. We have known each other since kindergarten. She lives just behind my babysitter's house, so almost every evening we will play and fool around together. ^^

She is a kind and cute girl. Besides, she is good in singing and dancing oh. Even now both of us study in different places, but we still will msn and share our feelings, experiences and secrets.

Couldn't be with her during her birthday but I believe she will have a great birthday in KL with her friends.

Words to her:
Get chilled with your friends and enjoy your great birthday oh. Wishing u all the best and take care over there. I will get sometime to meet you before I go to UK, okie? May you be blessed everyday!

Happy Birthday to YOU!!!

Days in Sandakan!

2009-06-29T23:27:00.003+08:00

I have been back to Sandakan for more than 2 weeks. I was busy until now only I have some free time to update my blog.

My mummy is now in Australia so I have to do the household chores and also to take care of my lil bro. Basically, I have to cook, clean, wash etc. However, my daddy and bro are considerate enough to help me with some the houseworks. All the above that I have to do, cooking is the activity that I enjoy the most! I enjoy cooking. ^^

Besides busy on houseworks, I am busy with the preparation of my university stuff. I have to make sure everything is well-prepared and also make the necessary payments and applications. Not only that, almost everyday I have to follow my dad to bank to do transactions or payments. Although it was tiring and boring, I do learn a lot of the procedures in bank. It is time for me to learn those. This could be one of the reasons that my dad wants me to follow him. No doubt, tomorrow morning I have to go to bank again. Huh.. =P

Waking up early at 5.30am everyday is a torture for me. I have to prepare breakfast for my bro. Making me easy to feel tired everyday plus doing those houseworks. So, it is time for me to sleep now. Sleepy yoh~~

Good night everybody! Wish you all have a good day!

4th Year Anniversary!

2009-06-10T01:26:00.011+08:00

4 years! No doubt! Howard and I are together for 4 years! Nothing much can say. We are said to be the most lovely and sweetest couples among some friends. However, sometimes we have arguments, conflicts and even 'cold war', not bother each other. These don't stop us for continuing to believe, trust, care and love each others.

We have been through many hard moments but also happy moments. Every moments were a piece of sweet memory in our minds. We change and we learn from mistakes. We smile and we continue to smile. We strongly believe that!

7th June is a memorable day for us. From strangers in MIRC to lovers, it isn't easy. When we were still young, our relationship was not supported by our parents but because of our strong bonds, they are now willing to accept and we are even supported by our friends now.

We celebrated our early anniversary on 5th June. We went to MidValley, have a delicious lunch in Italiannies at The Gardens, later we went for a movie named Aliens vs Monster (3D version). After that, we shopped and Howard bought me a MOMOE handbag. I hungered for that bag for quite a long time and we had dinner in Fong Lye, a taiwanese restaurant in The Gardens. We even went for a fish spa. Then, we met up with Richard and Ivy to back to hostel.

That day was nice and happy. Sadly, I have to go back to Sandakan for a couples of months and I am now preparing to go UK in September where I have to leave my family, friends and Howard here for 1-2 years. Gosh..in great dilemma now. On one hand, I was excited to go UK and this is part of my studies, on the other hand, I have to leave my family, relatives, friends and Howard. Hmm.. no worries, I believe I can do it! I shouldn't be affected by those. My future career and studies are more important. =P

After a long story, here are some photos that are taken on our date in Midvalley.

Sharie and Howard

MOMOE handbag from Hubby~

Complimentary bread

Olive oil, black vinegar to eat with the bread

Mushroom soup..my favourite!

Margherita Pizza

Spaghetti with Tune and Portabella Mushroom

Howard

Sharie

HAPPY 4th YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!

Genting Trip!

2009-06-03T00:43:00.006+08:00

Holiday mode is on so Howard decided to bring me to Genting Highlands for an one day trip, sort of a celebration for the start of my holidays and also a relaxation for both of us. We didn't call our friends because we planned to have a trip, a memory only for two of us. Great apology to my friends! Don't worry, we go together next time, okie? ^^

We bought tickets in KL Sentral for RM42 per person included the return of bus fare and the skyway (cable car) fare and the unlimited admission tickets for theme park (indoor and outdoor).

On 28th May, in the early morning of 8am, we departed and headed to Genting. At 1st, we played in the indoor theme park, followed by outdoor theme park and later walked around Genting. We were glad because we managed to play the games and roller coaster that we wished to play. That day, hmm..not considered too many people but more than a normal low season.

Anyway, that day we really enjoyed ourselves and we did have taken lots of photos. Now, let the photos do the talking.

on the cable car, heading to Genting

inside the Space World

Howard on the Merry-Go-Round

Sharie on the Merry-Go-Round (trying to be a kid ^^)

the Lover Bridge. The Guy is the one who sails our boat in the Venice River.

Toss a coin to make your wish! It will come true oh! ^^

The Hai On Bridge

Tired Howard. Going down to bus station.

Sharie on the cable car. A misty evening!

It was great that day! Everything went on smoothly and the weather was good all day long except in the evening, a little bit misty! Other than that,

Everything was just PERFECT for Howard and Me!

Party in Lala Chong Seafood Restaurant!

2009-05-28T00:38:00.003+08:00

After my last paper on Land Law, our class has planned to have a seafood party with one of our lecturers, Mr Ananth in Lala Chong Seafood Restaurant in Subang Jaya near the airport!

At 1st I thought I will be less people joining this dinner.. Who knows..when I arrived, a lot of my coursemates were there!

The food there was nice and considered cheap. We have 5 dishes i.e. assam curry fish, thai toufu, lemon chicken, fried vegetables with garlic and Lala Speacial Seafood Soup plus a cup of refillable 'chinese teh'! Altogether it only costs us RM16.50 per person! Of course, some other tables order different dishes and they have to pay either lesser or more than us!

That night, our table was said to be 'hyper active'! We are totally good in spicing up the atmosphere. We have ZhiYan, KherChing, LingHui, YeeLin, Ashley, XiaoQing, Alan, Syaiful and me in a table. When the food arrived, we suddenly sang birthday song loudly to XiaoQing and few days later was her birthday. The other tables followed our rhythm and sang with us! That was not the end! When the second dish arrived, all of us suddenly held our glass up and we shouted, "YAM~!!! SING~!!!" (means CHEERS!) Again, our classmates followed our steps and shouted with us! It was fun and I could only say, What our table did, the others will follow us! Haha..

Of course, not forgetting to have a photo session. We have professional photographer, Sate to help us to take photos! We too, took photos among friends and with lecturer! For sure, we will have our GROUP PHOTO! All the photos were with Sate. Once I get it, I will upload in either Facebook or in Blog!

A blink of eyes, we finished our course in HELP and now everyone is preparing to proceed to their dream university and starting to plan for their new life, so do I! Until now, I could say, there are more than 50% students that I do not know them and even their name! But I am happy that I have YOU ALL to be my coursemates and friends! I appreciate it a lots!

Here I wish all of you ALL THE BEST and TAKE CARE! KEEP in TOUCH ya! I will miss YOU ALL!!!

Exam is OVER!!! Holiday mode is ON!!!

2009-05-28T00:29:00.002+08:00

Yeah.. Finally! I have finished my exam and now definitely start to enjoy my life while waiting for the result.

I have a lot of plan for my 3-month holidays!

1. visit Malaysia
2. accompany Howard before going back
3. shopping
4. going to Genting
5. going back to Hometown
6. look after my family
7. meet up with friends and have tea session
8. prepare the documents for my visa application
9. waiting for the release of my result! - I WILL PASS!!!!!!!!!!
10. starts planning for my UK study
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Once I finish an activity, I will update my blog!

Tomorrow is the DAY!

2009-05-17T00:29:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is the DAY!

Yes, everyone! Tomorrow I will be having my 1st paper in Law Year 2. I will be having Law of Tort, followed by Law of Evidence, Company Law, Legal Practice and lastly, Land Law.

The finals will determine whether I can successfully enter into Northumbria University. I admit, in the 1st semester, I didn't put much effort on the chapters but just focused and concentrated in my assignments. Only in the 2nd semester, I started my revision but in a slow progress. For me, no point of regretting, what I should do now is to strike to the best that I can ever have.

Assignment marks are out. I am happy with the marks that I have, at least better than last year in Year 1.

I don't like to compete with others but myself. I want to get the marks that I desire for. I want to achieve the target that I aim for. I want to have everything that I expect for.

I believe in myself that I can do the best. I believe in faith that I can score well. I believe in everything that I can achieve whatever that I desire for!

Wish me good luck!!! May I have the luck till the end of the day!!! God bless Me!

And also, wishing all my friends and classmates the best of luck for the finals!

Let's score well together and enter into the universities that you wish for!

Happy Mother's Day!!!

2009-05-10T15:42:00.002+08:00

Ya! It is 10th May 2009. Today is Mother's Day! However, I am sad that I couldn't celebrate with my mother. Even when I go back to my hometown, Sandakan on June, I still can't see her because by that time, she will be in Australia...[sob sob]

This year I didn't buy anything for my mum. I am preparing for my final so I didn't manage to go out..sorry Mummy. Previous years, even when I didn't buy anything, I still would send her a card but not this year. I know my mummy won't mind because a healthy me, a happy me would be the best present for her.

Although sometimes things were just not in the right track and we would end up in argument, I know that she still loves and cares me and she always will.

When you feel sad, parents are the best reliance for you. No matter what happens, they won't leave you alone and will help you as much as they can.

Love your parents! One day, they might not here and by that time, it will be too late for you to regret. I love you, Mummy!!!

Wishing all the mothers have a Happy Mother's Day!!!

Drawing Closer!

2009-05-08T21:57:00.005+08:00

Drawing closer..

Everything is drawing closer and closer..

Once one event is here, another is drawing closer..

My final exam is drawing closer..

The day I end my course is drawing closer..

My holidays are drawing closer..

The last day I spend in KL is drawing closer..

The day I go back to hometown is drawing closer..

The moment I spend with my family is drawing closer..

The day I receive my result is drawing closer..

The day I prepare to go UK is drawing closer..

The last day I spend with my family, Howard and friends is drawing closer..

The day that I will cry loudly is drawing closer..

The day I miss my EVERYTHING in Malaysia is drawing closer..

The day I start a new life in UK is drawing closer..

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Everything is drawing closer..

Once one event is here, another is drawing closer..

Prepare and ready for everything, you will never know how close the day is.

Happy Birthday to Carmen and Nathan!!!

2009-04-26T15:02:00.006+08:00

Yeah, last 23th April was the birthday of Lil Nathan whereas this coming 28th April is Lil Carmen's birthday. They are my cousin's children i.e. my 2 Lil nephew and niece.

Time flies fast! A blink of eyes, they are 4 years old (Nathan) and 5 years old (Carmen), and I have not been seeing them for quite a long time. Miss them so much..miss their laughters, miss their fightings with each others..miss their cries..miss their youth..miss the moment when they are learning to write, to speak etc.

Of course, they cant see my blog but please show them when YOU are reading my blog.

Carmen, Nathan.. Gu Lai is going back to SDK in June. By that time, I will bring you all out okie? Study hard and Take Care okie? Miss YOU!!!

Carmen

Nathan

Nathan and Carmen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CARMEN AND NATHAN!!!

Starbucks-ing!!!

2009-04-21T15:24:00.003+08:00

Recently, I have become the fans of Starbucks. Almost everyday I go to Starbucks to online and study. Last time I used to come here with Zyan before our hostel installed the WiFi. The line in hostel is always that slow and jam. Sometime, I even have to borrow broadband from King Huat.

However, the line in hostel become worse and worse, not only slow, but sometime can't even access to the webpage. HUH! It made me frustrated. Therefore, I decided to come to Starbucks - the place where I used to come last time.

In here, the line not to say very fast BUT at least faster than the one in hostel. Recently, in my preparation of my exam, I need to do some research. If not, I would not come as the safety here is not that good as before. Don't worry, I always take the van when I go back to hostel or I will have my personal body guard - Howard =X In fact, he is a devoted and nice boyfriend. He would offer to send me there and go back alone, and later take me back.

He himself too has to prepare for his coming exams next week. I feel touched when he is willing to spend his time coming over to take me back. I know! He is worried about my safety! Uh..he melts my heart.. ^^

Again, now I am in Starbucks (21.04.2009 - 3.40pm). Tonight, Howard is coming to take me back again!!!

*Thanks Hubby.. muakz.. Love you.. n Good Luck in your coming finals!!!*

Too Stressed? Too Bored?

2009-04-12T02:57:00.005+08:00

That day, Howard, Richard, Ivy, Ee How and I were studying in 1st floor. Having been studied for more that 3 hours, we suddenly came out with an idea of relaxing ourselves. The method made us all burst into laughters. After that, we continued our studies. I wonder whether we were too stressed or too bored to come out with such idea... haha..

Let us look at the photos..

Howard, the pop male singer~~

Richard, the RnB singer~~

Ee How, the soft singer~~

Howard, the rock singer~~

Jian Hong n Ee How, the duet~~

Ee How, the soft singer and Jian Hong, the loyalty 'fans'~

In fact, I think we were too stressed that time!!! All sot sot ~~ =X

Law Ball 2009

2009-03-28T17:28:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, I attended the Law Ball which was organised in the Shangri-La Hotel by our Law Society. The theme of that day is Secret Garden! Howard is my partner. That night, I enjoyed myself very much!!!

I won't tall too much here. Photos explained everything!!! But, I have to thank a lot of people..

I have to thank:

My parents - for letting me to attend the Law Ball and sponsored me money to buy an extremely nice dress.
Howard - thanks for being my partner, accompany me to have my contact lenses done and buy my dress!
Zyan -accompany me to buy dress and happy together with her that night.
Kher Ching - going together to the Law Ball and enjoyed ourselves that night.
Ivy - helping me to make-up and to do my hair.
Alicia - giving me idea on how to do my hair.
Alan - for fetching us go and back from Law Ball.
and many more......

Because of u guys' help, everything was going on smoothly and well. I believed all of us did enjoy ourselves and has a great night!!!

my dress for Law Ball

captured by Howard..love it..

love this pic..Shan n Howe

Howard - my partner of the day ^^

from left: YeeLin, KherChing, Zyan and Me

from left: Zyan, YeeLin, KherChing, MingYee, Me, Carmen and HuiYee
Bottom: PuiMun

Our lecturer: Mr Ananth

photo for fun during Law Ball

captured in the staircases, from bottom: Me, ChiaBoon, YeeLin, KherChing and Zyan

p.s. more photos on FaceBook!

Sushi in Library?!

2009-03-22T12:40:00.004+08:00

Last week, after class, Kher Ching and I went to library to do our submissions and Bundles of Authorities. Before that, I went to Midvalley with Zhi Yan to have lunch but I felt guilty, so I bought 3 packs of sushi for Kher Ching as atonement.

We said we were doing our bundle, but actually we joked, laughed and chit-chat for most of the time with Yee Lin. =X She was suppposed to study but she got affected by Kher Ching also. Both of them are so lame and their jokes..OMG..dont even try to listen to them!!! Damn 'cold' and pointless..

Suddenly, Kher Ching said she wanted to relax by eating the sushi..so we opened the 1st packet and she was so happy and enjoyed eating them..haha.. Whenever students walked by, they would have a glimpse on our table. =D

After staying 3 hours in library, our production was low and got nothing much done. What we had done and we felt proud of it was, WE ATE SUSHI IN LIBRARY!!! haha..

a sushi set from Jusco

Kher Ching - promoting the jellyfish sushi..Yummy~~

Yee Lin - egg-killer, trying to conquer the ebiko sushi..

Sharie - love to eat octopus sushi.. HhMmm~~

Good news + Mooting + Dilemma + Studies

2009-03-18T18:04:00.004+08:00

Good news! Good news! I have done with my last assignment - Law of Evidence in year 2, which mean that I have no more assignments and I can start concentrate on my revision.

However, this coming Saturday I will be having my mooting assessment. After my mooting, I can say that I am really concentrate on my studies, got to catch up with the studies!

Hmm.. but I still have a great dilemma! I am not sure whether I am going to the Law Ball this coming March'09. It costs RM130 and is held in Shangri-La Hotel. The theme is Secret Garden. If I choose to go, I have to pay RM130 for the ticket, have to get myself a dress, have to think of the transportation, have to look for a hair-dresser etc..many factors are coming up but this is my last year here and I didnt join Law Ball last year. The reason I didnt go last year because I thought that I still can join this year. However, I do not have a firm stand. I am still thinking whether I should go or not. Another factor is that many of my friends are not going.. haiz.. Should I go? I promise the committee that I will confirm after my mooting. <-- just an excuse!

This few days I just couldnt sleep well, even didnt sleep for few nights just to do my assignment and revision. People always think and live contradictorily. For example, we hope to finish every assignments as soon as possible but on the other hand, wish that the exam doesnt come so early. But if u choose to finish the assignments faster, it means that the day to exam will get nearer. Haiz.. just like when we were in primary or secondary school, during school days, we wished to have holidays; but when we were in school holidays, we felt bored and wished to go back school to meet our classmates! Huh..why people are living in such a condition ah?!

Let's not get upset by such situations! We should feel happy because we have finished our assignments! haha.. Folks, should concentrate on revisions now! Wishes everyone of us can go to UK successfully! Lecturers always say that our class quality is bad, not much people can pass! Let's prove to them that WE CAN DO IT!!!

It is time to have a sweet nap then wake up for revisions and prepare for the upcoming tests!

PROCRASTINATION!!!

2009-03-08T11:24:00.003+08:00

Recently, I heard some of my friends saying that they have been wasted their times on doing unnecessary things or just wasted the times for nothing (sleeping, surfing internet, chatting, watching movie or drama etc). When they asked whether I was the same, I answered them in a confident way by saying that I have actually planned my time well and I do always follow my schedule!

However, yesterday, I sat in front of my laptop, started to think of the question that my friend asked me : Did I procrastinate my time? Did I waste my time?

Well, I have planned my schedule as followed:

After finishing class, stay in library for few hours study (approximately until 5-6pm while waiting for Howard to end class so that I have companion).
Rest + bath + do some cleansing jobs etc after coming back from school.
7.30pm - 8.30pm dinner + disgestion
Starting my revision or homework at around 8.30pm. *study for at least 3 hours but most probably I will stay up till 1-2am, sometimes will be 3am, depends on the next day timetable.*

But some how, I am not sure whether my speed is too slow, whether the contents are too hard to understand, whether there are too many books n pages or whether I get distracted easily, I feel like I cant finish reading the materials! Then the question popped up in my mind.

I think I am procrastinating my time now. Supposingly, now I should be studying but what am I doing here? I am surfing internet and updating my blog. Am I not considered wasting my time?One of my lecturer told us that starting from now, we must study at least 10 hours whenever we have the time. 10 hours?! Let me review my time table.

Assuming I do revision from 9pm till 2am (5 hours) + revision in library from 2pm till 6pm (4 hours) - distraction (2 hours) = 7 hours! I study at least 7 hours a day but do I make myself to 10 hours? May be I should wake up earlier in the morning and study 2 hours before going to 12noon lecture. This will accumulate to approximately 9 hours and I try not to get distracted easily so it amount to at least 10 hours!

Ya! It should be like this! No more procrastination! Have to work hard by now! More assessments and tests to come! Be ready to 'welcome' them!

Always remember:

Time and tide wait for no man!!!

Wilsen's Birthday!

2009-03-01T21:38:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was Wilsen's birthday! He is now turning to 21 years old! However, he is still as childish as 12 years old kid. Haha..

We went to his house to have steam boat and cakes! After that, we went to Sanctuary in The Curve! Altogether how many of us?! Wow.. 15++ people..damn many people!

We have a lot of funs yesterday night! And guess when we reached hostel? 5am! 5am, man! How could it be?! Let me tell u.. We are supposed to reach hostel by 3.30am+ but we got lost on the way back! We kept turning to Kepong, to KL, then from KL to Kepong again! GOSH~~!! The turnings took us 1 1/2 hours! After Alson has settled his stuff with Xiong, they drove to direct and guide us back! Finally, 5am ..we reached hostel!

We felt sorry to Terese, causing her to drive home late and making her boyfriends worried about her! Sorry! ^^

When I got back, straight away washed up and jumped to bed! The next day I still have to go KLCC to meet my lovely cousins as they are going back on that day!

After the outings, it is time to get back to our homeworks and revisions. Business students will have their mid-sem exam soon and Law students are doing their assignments and doing their assessments! Good Luck to EVERYONE!

TODAY'S PREPARATION DETERMINES TOMORROW'S ACHIEVEMENT!

Wilsen, the BIRTHDAY boy!

Sharie and Howard

Cassandra, a sweet and nice girl!

Ivy and I - inside Sean's car, on the way to The Curve!

from left: Sharie, Ivy, Chloe, Wan Zhu and Sze Ling

another sweet couples, Ivy and Richard, a posing couples =X

p.s. actually there are more photos but are in my friend's camera! will show it next time!

Valentine's Day!!! Part 2

2009-02-15T02:10:00.013+08:00

That day was Valentine's Day. Well, I can say I had a memorable Valentine with Howard and my friends.

I will try to brief the process. We had done a lot of things, making a lot of laugthers.

13.02.2009

On this day, we went to Sentul to have dinner with Howard, Ivy, Richard, Cassandra, Alson, Sean, Ee How, Ching Siong and Wilson. We had seafood feast and it costed RM13.60 per person. Damn delicious, Damn cheap.. Imagine, we have clams, sotong, sting ray, veggie and fried tofu.. damn satisfied!

We went to Naili's Place which is located in Sentul, a high-class mamak store with great decoration and a very traditional malay-styled design!

We later went back to hostel. After bathing, it was time to celebrate Valentine's day with the love one. I used the reason of borrowing hairdryer to go to Howard's room. Time struck 12am, I purposely hide the present on his bed. When he is tidying up his bed, he saw it and thanked me with a great hug. I gave him a wallet as his wallet was worn up but he didn't prepare anything for me..sob sob :~

the wallet that I gave Howard as Valentine present

Later, 8 of us ( Sean, Alson, Howard, Richard, Ivy, Ching Siong, Wilson and me) went to Bangsar. Everywhere was selling roses but my hands were empty. While we were walking around, I suddenly saw Richard gave Ivy a rose. I turned around to tell Howard how sweet were them and Howard gave a rose to me too from his back. I was shocked but happy! We went to have a drink again. 3.30pm we went back home and I had a good sleep!

Flower from Hubby

F4? (left: Sean, Alson, Wilson, Ching Siong)

14.02.2009

We woke up at 12noon. After washing up and changing, Richard, Ivy, Howard and I went to Midvalley for lunch in Dragon-i. Some walking was done while waiting for Alson, Sean, Ching Siong and Wilson. We went to Sunway Pyramid. They wanted to have ice-skating but the court was rented by a couple of bride and bridegroom for their wedding party, damn romantic! We then have our own shopping session. Howard brought me to the shoes shop. He bought a pair of shoes with white ribbon. I am so happy!

Piggies!

kissing piggy~

Kiss Kiss!

Wow~~

Ummm~~! ??!!

Later, we met up with them in front of the ice skating court. Howard asked me to stay with Ching Siong as he wanted to go toilet. I waited and waited.. suddenly a bouquet of Ferrero Rocher appeared in front of me! Once again, I was shocked and happy and touched! I really can't explain my feeling that moment! My friends made fun of me again, making me felt shy @@

bouquet of Ferrero Rocher from Hubby again!

Around 12am, Alson fetched us back to hostel. We were supposed to go Heaven again but Howard and I were too tired! But that time, we haven't taken our dinner yet. So, after bathing, we went to Ali Maju..haha

15.02.2009

We woke up at noon again! After having lunch, we all were back to our work! "Businessmen and Businesswoman" were preparing their presentation and "lawyer" did her homework and started revision.

That's end my Valentine's Day! NO! It is my Valentine's Weekend! haha.. but I would say, "Everyday is a Valentine for me!"

Thanks Hubby for everything! I Love You! ^^

Valentine's Day!!! Part 1

2009-02-14T23:34:00.005+08:00

Today is Valentine's Day!!!

Love is still in the air!

What can I see today?!

I can see I am giving him a leather wallet!

But I can't see the things that I am supposed to see!

The first feeling is disappointment!

HOWEVER

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Surprisingly, I can see......

White Rose!

Sweet Chocolate!

Nice Shoes!

Satisfied Meal!

Passionate Red!

Big Big Kiss!

Thanks Hubby!

Happy Valentine's Day!

to be continued...more details in Part 2!!!

Valentine?!

2009-02-13T17:04:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow is Valentine Day!

Love is in the air!

Roses are blossom everywhere!

Chocolate becomes productive!

Bears are smiling to everyone!

Red is all I can see!

BUT

What is Valentine for me?!

I wonder.. wonder.. and wonder..

I have love beside me..

But do I have valentine?

What will I see tomorrow?

Roses? Chocolate? Bear? Red?

I guess.. guess and guess..

PERHAPS

Fading Roses..Bitter Chocolate..Crying Bear..Sorrow Black!

The Night in HEAVEN!!!

2009-02-07T21:51:00.004+08:00

Last night, Alson went to hostel and looked for us. Coincidently, we just came down from the cab. I went to Midvalley (yeah, MV again - the same old place that we go always) with Howard, Ivy and Richard. Alson came to find us to The Curve to have a drink with their coursemate, Edward.

We walked around The Curve..the night view was beautiful..and there were a lots of bar and cafe which were full of musics and people.. We finally went to HEAVEN, a cafe where there will be some part-time singers singing. Howard and I ordered Long Island and Blue Lagoon respectively whereas Alson n Edward ordered 2 mugs of beer and Richard and Ivy are so sweet as they shared a cup of cappucino..^^

I drank half glass of the cocktail, my face started to turn red..like a tomato. They all thought I was drunk but I wasn't because even a glass of red wine, my face will become red too.. We chatted and joked.. Before we went back, Howard finished his Long Island in one-shot. Wow, that's the man of mine!!!

Howard n I with reddy face^^

Alson, showing off his almost-finished mug of beer

Ivy n I..wearing the same checker patterns but different style n colour of blouses

Richard, showing me his "yeng" face, staring my camera with his big n generated eyes

Alson drove us back and when I got back, I get to sleep immediately..haha.. because I was damn tired.. Anyway, I was happy to be in HEAVEN once!
I wonder when I will go to HELL?! =X

My Birthday~

2009-01-31T00:15:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday (24.01.2009), I celebrated my 20-year-old birthday with Howard, Zyan and Shuiyen in SDK.

Three of them were planning to give me a surprise but failed. =X Howard planned to bring me out for celebration. At first, I thought he would countdown my birthday with me..who knows..he told me that his mum wanted him to back home early that day, so around 11.30pm he fetched me home. Before that, I also received a weird call from my mum. She asked me to come back early because she left some delicious food for me. I was shocked because normally my mum won't cook supper especially that time was midnight..weird weird..

Normally after Howard fetched me home, he will straight away back home but that day, he turned off his car's engine and got down from the car.. I looked him, asking why was he getting down..he answered in an unnatural way..I think that was something going on..

When I walked in my house, I saw 2 pairs of shoes..I was thinking whose shoes were those..then I walked out my house to peep whether I can see any car nearby.. Haha..I saw Zyan's car parked further there..

I walked in my house quietly and it shocked Zyan and Shuiyen..haha.. They were supposed to give me surprise..who know..I am the one who gave them surprise..haha!

They bought me a blueberry cake. When clock struck 12, traditionally, we sang Birthday song...I made 3 wishes.. blew off the candles..cut the cake and ate it.. While eating, we have some chatting with them until 1am..

Besides, I also received a lot of msg from my friends and also in Facebook n Friendster. I was so happy.. even they were only short msg but they warmed my heart..^^

The next day, Howard gave me a purple bear as present..we named it as Purpley..haha.. it was so cute.. love it so much..

At night, I had a BBQ dinner in my cousin's house. He was also celebrating his birthday but his birthday fell on 25.01.2009, so celebrated together.. That night my cousin put fireworks when the clock reached 11.59pm, ending up my birthday and 12am celebrating his birthday..

And that's over after my birthday..

Thanks everyone for the wishes I got, no matter was early or belated greetings..

My birthday cake..

before singing Birthday song..

Zyan, me and Shuiyen

Howard and Me

cutting the cake but with cream on my face^^

my lil Purpley from Howard

Busy Busy Busy..

2009-01-18T12:08:00.003+08:00

Wow..I have been busy once I got back from 2 week-holidays. Planning to bring some books or notes back to SDK to study but the works all piled up! That's why I have to work hard when I was back to KL..haha..

For the 1st week, my group members and I have passed up the Legal Practice assignment.. It took us about 4 days to finish it.. After that, I have to move on to my Land Law assignment.. It is quite "senang" (not to say easy but wont be too stressed) for me as lecturer has given us some outline, so at least I have basic concept of what am I going to write..

After passing up the Land Law assignment, straight away have to do the slides for the Legal Practice assessment - presentation! Wow..the topic was really excited.. It entitled "Pornography contributes to the moral decay of the society and must be outlawed!" haha..sounds interesting so very fast we have completed the slides and sent them our lecturer, Ms Mariette.

Yesterday (17 Jan) was my group presentation. All of us were nervous..but I am satisfied with myself because I didnt feel any nervous or panic. I can speak fluently and pronounced correctly..haha.. I felt myself improved!

After presentation, I went for dinner n a movie with Howard, Richard and Ivy. This was 2nd time going out with them (Richard n Ivy). It was fun.. having 2 couples going out, they are sweet and funny.. some more Richard will make us laugh n making everyone feel relaxed and for Ivy, she is a nice and friendly girl..sometime she can make us burst into laughter too..^^ hope to go out with them next time..

Well, having 2 assignments passes up, there is 1 more to go before I am going back for CNY. It is the Tort Law assignment.. Lecturer also has given us outline..plus some of my further studies and readind those articles, I think i can cope it.

YEAH!!! GONNA CONQUER ALL THE ASSIGNMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie, time for lunch.. I will update again once I am free..

*CKK, I have updated my blog lah..don't blame me again loh..=P

Purple Christmas...

2008-12-29T02:10:00.007+08:00

I am now in Sabah, my hometown for not more than 2 weeks but I am glad that I can celebrate Christmas n New Year here with Howard and also get to meet up some of my friends from secondary school. ^^

As planned, on Christmas eve, I had a small X'mas Party in my cousin house but later at night, Howard fetched me, saying to celebrate Christmas with me.

Nothing surprised me as I knew that he sure brought me for a drink and countdown with the people over there. In here, I don't think we can find those so-called X'mas atmosphere as had in KL. Sandakan is just a small town and most people might just celebrate in their own homes or in cafe or pub. However, 1 thing surprised me was that Howard gave a bouquet of purple roses. Wow..my dream flowers! I didn't expect he could find purple roses here as it was quite hard to find any in this small little town.

Yah..although it was quite weird to receive flowers in christmas, sure it wasn't weird but rather a surprise and excitement for me! but, I was so guilty as I didnt prepare any present for him because I didn't expect we would exchange presents with each others. OH..I'm so mean! =(

Spending the night with Howard in Jesselton Cafe and 'ding dong, ding dong' Merry Christmas!!!

Night was beautiful with the roses I got from Howard. Thanks Hubby..muakz..^^

Wishing everyone Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! ^^

Howard with the roses

Sharie with the roses ^^

guess how many roses here? -> 9 purple roses

the biggest and most beautiful of them all

purpley~~

Howard's Birthday..

2008-12-29T01:24:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the late update for the reason I mentioned in my last update, i.e. my assessments. The papers have piled up and lots to study for this assessments..but now I'm a short holidays so try to update the blogs as much as I can..

After Alson's birthday on 28.11.08, Ivy's birthday came too on 30.11.08.. We felt sorry for her as we really didnt much celebrate with her.. but we sang birthday song in front of her door.. after that, her time was all occupied by Richard.

When the clock struck 12, Richard was holding a bouquet of roses and a big pinky bear going to her room with us. It was so sweet and romantic.. I am sure that they were having a pleasant night that day. =P

Well, back to the topic, it was Howard's birthday on 3.12.08. Ah! Jing Xiong's birthday was on 2.12.08 too.. their whole gang's birthday was that near to each others. I couldn't celebrate with Howard as the next day he was having his final exam. However, I came with a plan that we could at least sing a birthday song for him in the 1st floor as they were all studying there for the finals.

Clock struck 12, the lights in level 1 was switched off.. a glowing cake was held by me, holding in step by step and the birthday song was getting louder and louder. Thanks to Emloyd and William for helping to explain to the residents and switching on and off the lights. After those so-called 'ritual', I gave him a present with a kiss ^^ I bought him a Converse Handbag. Some chats were going on for an hour then they continued their studies.

Anyway, thanks to them for helping me to celebrate Howard's birthday as it was his 1st time celebrating his birthday with some other people. Hope that was one of his memorable days in life!

Here are some photos taken by Ivy, Richard and King Huat.

A birthday cake for Howard, chocolate mousse

making wishes ^^

blowing candles

showing off his present =P

Alson's Birthday!!! Part 2

2008-11-29T04:00:00.012+08:00

Sorry.. have been busy with some assignments so couldnt post the part 2 of Alson's birthday..

That day Alson was not the only person.. these are the people who were there too...

up: Richard, Alson, Emloyd

down: Howard and Ee How

Cassandra, Sharie and Ivy

Here are some funny photos, i will make it brief..

Wow! Alson n Emloyd..hmm..are they???? =P

Alson, showing his piggy mouth..

Wah, Ee How, why you push Alson's head away.. he wants to kiss u bah.. =X

Alson and Emloyd

Gosh, Alson..why are u playing with ur breasts? hmm..=?

Howard, Ee How and Emloyd

Richard, playing with straw..but he is looking at Ivy..^^

Wah, Ivy fed Richard.. He must be very syoik! =X

2 couples ^^

2 emo guys: Howard and Alson

Alson, Cassandra, Sharie and Ivy

These are some of the photos.. and these photos ended the dinner in Pizza Hut.. really a nice n happy day..^^

Alson's Birthday!!! Part 1

2008-11-29T01:26:00.015+08:00

Yesterday (28.11.2008) was a memorable day for me. Know why? Because it was Alson’s birthday. He is my newly known friend from Business Course, also Howard’s coursemate. He is a nice, humorous, caring guy. Want to know how he looks like? Here it comes…his photo…

Alson, the handsome

After everyone is ready, we celebrated his birthday in nearby Pizza Hut. We were a big group which included Alson himself, Ee How, Richard, Ivy, Emloyd, Howard and I but later Cassandra joined us as she just came back from somewhere else with her friends.

In Pizza Hut, all we can heard is our laughters.. As Alson is a fuuny guy, every minute every second, his words and action made us burst into laughter. While eating, Emloyd, Richard and Howard came out with a plan to buy a birthday cake for him.. They bought a raspberry cheese cake. He was busy chit-chatting when suddenly the waiter of Pizza Hut held the cake in both hands and that time all of us sang birthday song to Alson. Imagine his stunt look.. he was so surprised and blushed. He was cute ^^

the birthday cake ------ Happy Birthday, Alson :)

It was time to make the 1st wish...

"I wish all my friends are happy forever!"

Time for 2nd wish...

"I wish my parents and family members to stay healthy!"

The 3rd wish...(keep it to yourself, birthday boy)...

we hope that your dream and wish will come true!

Well, I think it is a style, not to say a norm, it is said that every birthday boy or girl have to pull out one of the candles from the cake..I don't know what is the meaning or purpose of doing so..It could be just a fun..but Alson was asked to do so after blowing off the candles..poor guy...

Alson is trying to "bite" the candle.

Again, a norm of cutting cake after blowing off the candles..

before cutting the cake..

cute pose from Alson

Emloyd later then volunteered to help to cut the cake into slices. No doubt, he is a "pro" in cutting the cake because the cake that he cut was equally shape and big.

Emloyd, the cake-cutter. beside him is Ee How.

a slice cut by Emloyd..

Thanks Emloyd for cutting the cake.. We all enjoyed the cakes very much.. The cakes were delicious and tasty.. Happy that Alson loves the cheesy cake...

Lastly.

Alson, Happy Birthday!!!

this is only the Part 1 of Alson's Birthday... stay tune for the next part..there are more photos to be uploaded..
to be continued......!

1300131300~~

2008-11-25T03:29:00.005+08:00

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hint is given..Its slogan: "I'm loving it!".. Guess it? Got it?

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It is McD. What is McD? haha.. Mc Donald!

Do u know why I wanna talk about McD? haha.. it is because of my name.. My name is Ye Shan. In chinese, it is pronounced as 'Yi Shan'...sounds like '13' as pronounced in Chinese..

One day, whole gang of us felt hungry..it was midnight and it was too dangerous to walk out even if there were more then 5 people.. therefore, Syaiful suggested that we could call for delivery but he had no McD delivery hotline number.. suddenly, Richard sang a song.. "13 00 1313 00" for several times.. trying to tease me.. haha..

Since that, they always try to tease me when they wanted to go McD... Besides, when we were playing cards.. we were playing "CHO DAI DI"..the rule is that the diamond 3 should out 1st..and then Richard again, trying to tease me by calling me XIAO SHAN as in 'small three' in chinese.. haha..

Well, I don't mind being called as '1300 131300' or 'xiao shan'.. because... people can remember me easily..haha..should thank my parents for giving me such a nice n easy-remembered name..haha..

so folks, feel free to call me '1300 131300' or 'xiao shan' or '13'..hahahaha..

Again, Good Morning buddies..~~~

Again.. Night in Level 1..

2008-11-25T03:11:00.002+08:00

As usual, came down to Level 1 to study.. Yeah.. study.. how much time I have exactly spent in study? I cant tell.. came down with piles of books and comp.. but not exactly every books I have flipped through.. what happen to me recently? I am puzzled.

Thinking of coming down to study.. bacause here, I have friends, can save electricity, can stay with Howard, can play with friends...but one thing I cant concentrate is my studies.. how come? test is coming.. assignments are coming..OMG!!!!..perhaps I get used to study in my own room.. i think it is better for me to stick to my original study methods..

recently, I always argue with Howard. Even a minor stuff can lead us to argument. Is it because of my ill-temper or because of his male chauvinism? I don't know.. among his n my friends, we seems to be a well-matched couple.. but who knows we have been through many minor arguments that we didnt bring up..

Everytime being blamed by someone doesnt feel good.. but I know sometime I should take the blame also.. I am sorry...hope things will be better soon..

Once again, Good Morning, my friends..^^

Nocturnality

2008-11-22T02:58:00.003+08:00

Recently, I have been sleeping late.. WHY?! Firstly was because of the Moral Studies Group Assignment, secondly was the Company Law Assignment.. therefore, I have to stay up late to burn midnight oil..

Almost every night I went down to level 1 which is my hostel's common hall.. there is very quiet and I can concentrate myself on studies.. However, in here, I have to thank some of my friends who are willingly to accompany me..there are howard, richard, ivy, syaiful and king huat..

Although they were here doing their own stuffs, but still, there were some activities going on.. haha.. GAMBLING! well, i wouldnt say is gambling lah..but just to relax ourselves.. We were having fun play poker cards.. Laughters, Chit-chat can be heard.. there were only few of us in the common hall.. laughing, chit-chatting, studying and playing cards.. hahah..

I think this just can only be happened once a while.. it was funny and yet was tiring... we even ordered Mc D for our breakfast..haha.. While I was rushing my assignment, they were playing cards which trying to spice up the quiet atmosphere..haha..

At last, I finished my assignment and it was time for me to sleep.. What is the time now? 3.25am..haha.. Good Morning everybody...^^

Outing..

2008-10-23T16:54:00.007+08:00

Last Friday, after my Moral Studies, Howard and I have a dating session in MidValley(MV).. Ya! Howard has moved into the HELP Residence.. He is now studying Business Degree in HELP Uni n College..

on the way to cinema

Although we have been to MV for several times, yet we still went there because that is the nearest shopping mall we have. We went thr for a movie. We watched "The House Bunny". This movie was quite funny and also the girls inside were all sexy.. Besides, the fashion was really trendy.

after movie, going for dinner

After movie, we met Howard's friends to have dinner together in Nando's Restaurant. After chit-chatting with his friends, we have a shopping session...haha..the purpose of this outing.. Howard bought a nice shirt, pants and I bought some accessories too..

haha..taken in front of toilet =X

Wonder why, that day the queue for taxi was damn long.. and also it was a raining day.. we waiteed for half an hour for taxi..

on the way to taxi stand

Even though that day was a raining day, but we enjoyed very much! One of our most memorable day..n now he is sick, wishing and blessing him.. take care Hubby..

Tagged by Clive again! =S

2008-10-14T22:57:00.005+08:00

haha.. once again, tagged by Mr. Clive.. Okie.. here we go..

Three names you go by :
-YeShan
-ShanShan
-Sharie

Three screen names you have had :
-Cy^ShaN
-ShArIE
-Cry^KoalA

Three physical things you like about yourself :
-height (tall..lolx..)
-chubby face =X
-long hair

Three physical things you DON'T like about yourself :
-plump
-"blackheads" on the nose
-I want a fairer skin =X

Three parts of your heritage :
-hakka
-hakka
-hakka

Three things that scare you :
-boredom
-without money
-fail my exam =X

Three of your everyday essentials :
-watching movies/dramas/series/entertainment shows
-meeting my bf
-communicating

Three things you are wearing now :
-long black pants
-girl guide camping t-shirt + bf's jacket
-slippers

Three of your favourite bands or musical arts :
-Maroon 5
-Lollipop (Taiwan)
-Westlife

Three of your favourite songs (right now) :
-I Remember (Keyshia Cole)
-Better in Time (Leona Lewis)
-Ice Box (Omarion)

Three things you want in a relationship :
-Trustworthy
-Honesty
-Care n Love

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals to you :
-appearance
-height
-eyes

Three of your hobbies :
-shopping
-online
-cooking =D

Three things you wanna do really badly right now :
-going back to sandakan =)
-throw away all the books =X
-shopping

Three careers you're considering / considered before :
-Pharmacy
-Law
-Education (e.g. teacher)

Three places you want to go on vacation :
-Italy
-Japan
-France

Three things you want to do before you die :
-taste all different kinds of foods in various countries
-to get married =X
-to have children =D

Three ways that you are Stereotypical a girl/guy :
-eat
-sleep
-shit

Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now :
-Zyan
-Lily
-Junz
-Max Yap
-Denise

HOLIDAYS~~

2008-10-03T23:03:00.008+08:00

We have extra holidays for hari raya festival, so zyan n I planned to have a gathering with our besties, Regina. She is living in Nilai so we planned to stay 1 night in Bukit Bintang but too bad, almost all the hotels are fully booked.. but thank God, my friend, Lily is willing to let us stay there for a night..^^

Zyan(left), Sharie(middle), Regina(right) ^

Zyan(left), Regina(middle), Sharie(right) ^

<-- Sharie(left), Lily(middle), Regina(right)

After meeting Regina in KL Sentral, we took KTM n LRT to Lily's place... then we went to Sunway Pyramid for shopping!!!! Besides, we were also able to meet our x-secondary classmates..haha.. wat a happy day!!!

At night, in Lily house, we talked about gossips, news, jokes, ghost stories.. lots of stuff.. haha.. After a long late night, then only we fell asleep..

The next day, we went to MidValley for lunch.. Something bad to Lily.. she had a severe stomachache.. we immediately sent her to the nearest clinic in MidValley.. After injection, resting for awhile, she is feeling better.. Doctor said that she could be too hungry and suddenly had too much food causing the muscle cramped.. 3 of us were worried about her as she is now living alone..so we went there to stay for 1 night.. we cooked food together, ate together.. Another happy n enjoyable night!

The next day morning, we cooked maggie mee again!! hahahah.. after meal, we went to our own place.. We promised that one day, we must gather again! ^^

1st Lecture!

2008-09-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today I woke up early to prepare to go for my 1st lecture in Year 2. Today I had the subject of Law of Tort. Haha.. my friends and I planned to go early to reserve the front seats if not we have to sit at the back..haha..

Unsurprisingly, this subject is going to be taught by Mr Ananth (our Year 1 Law of Contract's and Constitutional & Administrative Law's lecture). He is a damn funny and cool but stingy in marks lecturer..=X

Today when I got into the class after lunch, OMG...so many students (approximately 160 students). WOW!!! We really have to go and reserve the seats earlier..lolx.. The number of students cause the tutorial to divide into 5 groups. This year we are glad that we can choose our own tutorial..basically T4 is the best!! (Tuesday no need go to class XD) Unbelievable!! The paper was torn into 2 pieces because too many people were grabbing it.. haha.. However, my friends and I stick to our Year 1 tutorial group = T1!! ^^

Althought there are many disturbances, Mr Ananth is still able to start on the 1st topic. More to come.. Gonna really start to be hardworking.. A new study environment, a bunch of new friends, a stack of new books and a new start! Let's conquer Year 2 gloriously!