若是不曾走过 怎么懂？

在回家的途中，与朋友聊起一些关于感情的事情，另一头的收音机就播放了这首歌。我们都静了下来聆听这首歌的美妙旋律。我更用心的体会词里的意思。


一段感情的结束或开始，都不由得我们决定。即使是结束了，也无可奈何，不是缘分已尽，就是有缘无份。感情，不能够勉强，不能强求。人家常说：「勉强没幸福」。

以前懵懂的我，一昧地追求却忘了要对自己好一点。时间久了，我学会了坚强，懂得放下，懂得释怀。我很庆幸，因为，过往的种种快乐与喜悦都成了我生命中的甜蜜回忆；种种的痛苦已成了让我学会勇往前进的力量。

虽然偶尔脑中会浮现一些画面，但是，我们要懂得如何调解自己的情绪而不被它所影响，做一些让自己快乐的事情。虽然偶尔会看到一些灼伤眼眸的往事，但是，提醒自己要忘掉过去继续迈进努力生活下去，还有更值得的人事物等着我们关心。 久而久之，慢慢的，这也会变成一种习惯，习惯不再去回想，不再去抱怨；习惯自己享受自由，享受寂寞。

一旦领悟了这道理，就会明白，寂寞并不可怕，一个人并不孤单，因为，我已学会放下。一旦一段情感放下的时候，就是我重新开启一段新的旅程的时候。

为何我有所领悟？若是不曾走过，怎么懂呢？

『苏打绿 - 喜欢寂寞』

Last Flight Out!

Last Flight Out - Plus One

For you, I will take the last flight out.

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because

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A life, without you scares me more!

Keep On Going

It has been awhile that I didn't update my blog - full of mushrooms and spiderwebs. :P I will give a brief on my recent daily life.

Sad to say, I failed my CLP. It was a real painful hit for me and I somehow couldn't accept the fact. However, after calming down, I started to plan what I should do in the next step. I get supports and encouragements from  my lovely family and fellow friends. This strength makes me keep on moving and motivating me that I shouldn't live in the past but have to look forward for a bright new day.

I felt sorry that I have disappointed my family and friends, and I felt guilty that I have to spend another year for resit which I am supposed to start my chambering and pupilage. I know my parents are upset but they have to squeeze their smiles whenever they see me because they don't want me to feel bad. From that time, I tell myself that I will not ever again let them down and I will work hard for them, for my family and for myself.

I later flew back to KL to settle my transcript and ask about my re-sit. As I can only resit in next year, so what should I do for the following year until my resit?! I am currently looking for job and now am waiting for interview. Hopefully everything goes well and smooth. At the same time, I will do some self-studies and will only join intensive revision next year.

Enough for today. Will update soon. Pen off everyone :) Good day!

Good Night!

Sometimes girls will cry for no reason..

I guess I am one of them..

But only for tonight..

煎熬。。

给所有想被爱的女生。。

「我以为我死了，原来我还活着，活着真好！」

推荐这首歌给大家！欣赏她的歌声之外，同时也喜欢它的词曲部分及MV。

有谁没陷入爱情漩涡？有谁没被爱情伤过？

分手了，放不下，是难免的。

即使再多的痛苦和煎熬，有一天，只要发现自己还活着，就必须学会放下，放手，放开。

虽说分手过的人经历的可能比这还要痛苦和悲伤，但当你发觉你仍然还有心跳时，告诉自己，你还活着，雨过总会天晴的。

那时的你就会觉得 - 活着真好！