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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Christmas ^^

Merry Christmas, everyone! I celebrated my christmas eve with my friends which was full of joy and fun!

To make it brief, we had dinner in One-Utama Shopping Mall, a steamboat restaurant called Plus One Shabu Shabu if I am not mistaken, then we went to D' Rich in SS2 to countdown. Well, the atmosphere was nice and crowded but once the clock struck 12am - everyone was so 'peaceful'! What?! No one was counting down to Christmas! They continued with their food and chat! @@

On the Christmas day, I went to Midvalley to  meet up with my lovely brother. We had korean cuisine and coincidentally we met Ivy and Richard. We then walked around and went for a drink in Papparich. After 6pm, my friends were there to join me for dinner. After dinner, I sent off my brother in KTM then I went for movie - 'Meet the Parents - Little Fockers'. The movie was hillarious and funny! haha..

The next day - yeah, it was boxing day! My friends and I went to One-U again for shopping. I didn't really get myself present =( Nevermind, I will save to get what I want next year! I have written down my wishlist. =P We had sushi for dinner and before that, we went for movie - 'Gulliver's Travel'! I prefer this movie to Little Fockers. Little Fockers were just make-no-sense movie, sorry to say that! hahah..

I thought I will be alone during this year Christmas but ending up God gifted me a memorable and blessed Christmas with my friends and loved ones! Thank you, God! I appreciate everything YOU have given me and I thanked for the Christmas present I got from my friends.^^

A brand new year is coming soon! Hopefully I am gifted with what I wish for! =P *praying hard + fingers crossing* Once again, Merry Christmas to you all! =)

Blessings from Sharie! *heart*

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Sleeping makes me a second life.

Recently, I like to sleep! Whenever I am sad or feel ignored or feel like crying, I will sleep! I would say - sleeping makes me a second life! It is because I can start dreaming - dream of something fantasy, something that makes me pleasant and peace, something that I may not get in real life. I find another me in the dream.

No matter how not tired I am, I will force myself to sleep. It is sort of like an addictive drug. When you feel helpless and effortless, sleep will help to cure your 'addiction'. Once you wake up from your dream, you will feel better. I would say - this could be a waste of time or kind of an action of escaping from reality or unwilling to face the truth. But by doing so, it just makes me feel better and fresher and most importantly, it awakes me by letting me to see the difference between the reality and dream which makes me stronger and to have more courage to accept the fact and face the world.

In 24 hours, the part that I love the most is night time. During night time, especially sleeping time, I can see miraculous things happen on me. Those moments, I feel pampered, feel being attentive, feel being cared and loved. I clearly know it doesn't exist and yet I choose to live in the dream - a dream just only has both of us. Although it is just a dream, but I appreciate the moments I had in the dream even though only for few hours. It created great unforgettable memories for me which I will carry them with me forever.

However, I believe one day my dream will come true albeit I know fairy tale doesn't exist in real life. Therefore, I will create my own fairy tale, my own magical world because I am not losing hope on love, because I am not giving up on love. I still believe in it and have faith in it although I was hurt by it once, but that doesn't defeat me!

*Sleeping makes me a second life.*