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Thursday, September 30, 2010

♥ Missing You ♥

Recently, I am addicted to a song entitled "A Year Without Rain" from Selena Gomez. I personally love this song because of its lyrics and rhythm, soft yet sentimental!

The lyrics has successfully pointed out that missing and loving someone is like wandering in desert for 1000 days, suffering and like a year without rain.

However, in the end, it comes out with a positive view that she is hoping that the drought will come to an end and flower the desert again. But we all know, would any flowers be able to survive in desert, except cactus? It somehow implies that she is still missing him, wishing a miracle will happen to flower the desert and will rain one day!

Monday, September 27, 2010

New Start!

CLP course commenced last two weeks ago! It is a new course, new environment to me and I am meeting new faces, new people! It reminds me of first day going to Primary School!

5 hours lectures are really killing me! >.<" I have quoted our lecturer's favourite phrases, "can you see or not?!" He repeated more than 100times I guess! Another thing that annoyed me is the bus, especially when I missed the bus! Damn pissed!

Recently, I like to reminisce my past, my memories! Everything will be a memory afterall, no matter sweet, bitter or sour! They are my precious and I will always remember them. What I have learnt is that I have to move on, carry on with my life. I can't stand only on the same pathway! I have to keep on moving!

My cousin told me, everything happened for a reason. There is something that I might not understand now but one day I will realise the reason behind it.

Whatever it is, it doesn't change my stand. I still love you like I did last time and will always do! I will support and encourage you and will be by your side whenever you need me! I will live a happy and blissful life! I love you! You are amazing just the way you are! *muakz*  =)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Either way is NOT GOOD for ME!

Choices are given to me. The ball has now thrown to me! Whether to keep the ball or throw it away, I do not know!

What should I do now? Either way is not good for me! Both ways will make me suffered.

I do not feel the passion I used to have last time; I do not see the sincerity I used to see last time; I do not feel the love I used to have last time!

All I want is so simple - L O V E! People say it is easy to love a person, then why does it become 'hard' when comes to me?! Is it that hard to love me?

I feel like I am living in an icebox! Feeling cold without your warm hugsFreezing without your love to melt my heartDifficult in breathing without kisses from you!

No matter what, I won't leave you and will always stay by your side to support you! I am still the old me, the Sharie that you know! I have faith and confidence in you, me and us! Please don't ever let me down again!

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Only Love

Recently, something bad has happened on me. I am confused and puzzled on what I should do to solve this matter.

However, I learnt a lesson! - "Heart can sometimes see what is invisible to the eyes."
Being greedy is not a way to solve the problem because it is impossible for a person to have both sides of the bread. Either way, a decision or choice has to be made.

I always thought that I will create my own "happily ever after" ending but it seems like it is not as easy and simple as I thought. I cannot clap with one hand, only two can play the game. I have to go through several obstacles, tests and challenges before reaching my destination.

I don't want to give up but I don't want to see anyone of us to be in hard and suffering situation, yet I dont't want to lose anyone...
I should have noticed earlier! Things changed just right after I reached UK. After coming back to Malaysia, I thought I have successfully passed my test , in fact, actually the real test has just begun.

Tell me, what should I do? Give up and walk away? Try again and keep on chasing? Someone please tell me!
NONONO, ShArIE is a positive-thinking person. Think positively - Yesterday is dead, forget it; Tomorrow doesn't exist, don't worry; Today is here, live it.
Before ending this, I would like to dedicate a song to someone special in my heart: