Quiz - How long will your relationship last?

LoL.. I took a quiz in Facebook which I seldom did that or I should say - I seldom believe in such things. But I don't know what get on me and lead me to take the quiz - How long will your relationship last? You guys must be puzzled on how come I will take such quiz as I am available now. *teehee* Well, just for future reference, I guess. =P

My result was a nice and satisfying one - How long will my relationship last? and Sharie got FOREVER!!! Wow.. I am kinda excited and happy and of course, surprised! *haha* The result goes like this - "You and your partner were made for each other. Your lives together will be nothing but happiness and love. It won't matter how much money, or things you will have in your life, but the time and memories that are made with one another!! " - sounds great, isn't it? Who doesn't wish for that? At least I am!

This turns me on for moments. It is like destiny - I am somehow destined to love H. Yes, I admit - I love H - but whether can be together, it turns out to be another issue. I love H dearly more than anyone does but I know my position.

Not going to be ashame of, I actually always think that H is the one for me! I have never thought of getting with another guy and the best part is I thought of marrying him. *blush* I have told H before, I told him that we seem like we were made for each other and I remember he told me the exact words above - Our lives will be nothing but full of happiness and love. Well, I don't care where he is from, how rich he is, how many good and bad habits he has, I don't care!!! I just love him for who he is!

However, what has happened is happened. H disappointed me and this is the fact but the silly part is I choose to continue to love him and stay by his side. Perhaps like I said, I am destined to love him. *gosh* What can I do now? Nothing but to respect his decision and to live my own life. I am out of the game! But it doesn't  mean I give up! I know myself well. I have made my decision too! I have been telling the whole world that I am strong and tough enough to handle this but sometimes, I just got defeated! Nevermind, I will treat this as part of my growing! I believe there is courage and strength somewhere in my body which I can defeat the pain and accept the fact.

Still the old phrase - I am not going to hide my feelings to anyone I fond of. I will just be myself and live my blessed and contended life! *smiley Sharie*

Off to brunch now! Have a nice day, pals! =)

你是错的人吗？

你是那个错的人，还是我？

        明知道爱情并不牢靠

　　但是我还是拼命往里跳

　　明知道再走可能是监牢

　　但是我还是相信只是煎熬

　　朋友都劝我不要不要

　　不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑

　　但是做人已经那么累

　　假惺惺的想要逃

　　在爱里连真心都不能给

　　这才真正的可笑

　　爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲

　　太容易让自己沉沦

　　太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕

　　我太笨 明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　　但是我还奋不顾身

 

        可能在爱里面这样算笨

　　可能永远没有所谓永恒

　　但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能

　　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

　　爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲

　　太容易让自己沉沦

　　太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕

　　我太笨 明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　　但我还是奋不顾身

        我太笨明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

  　但我相信有点可能

Happy Birthday, Chloe!

Yesterday, Chloe had a birthday celebration in Redbox, The Gardens. Our friends were all invited but there were some who can't attend due to classes or personal stuff.

We sang from 2pm till 6pm! NO! Till 7pm! Haha.. we tore our throats, screaming and shouting with every energy we had, making every high pitches we can! *windows cracked*

After sing k session, we went to Snowflakes, Kota Damansara for desserts as the birthday girl hasn't been there before. I am glad that she likes the place very much. As there are sharp eyes killing us - shooing us away, and so we went to a nearby mamak stall for drinks and chit-chat! Out of sudden, we spotted a leisure sport game centre and the guys are kinda intestered in a round of pool game. While the guys are 'showing off', we girls just sat there and 'watched' their performance while chatting.

CK is claimed to be the pool king because he won 2 out of 3 of the game. As for my knowledge, CK is always the one who is good at pool game as I used to always see them playing pool game in Spinky, PBD. It was a pleasant night and I hope that birthday girl will like it!

I have bought nothing for You but what I can do is to dedicate this blog to You!

 

Happy Birthday, Chloe!

Wishing you a happy blissful birthday with lots of blessings!

Smile : )

Recently I was kinda emo and 

I'm sorry that you all have to bear with me.

I'm touched as well, from the things I have been through,

I know who my friends are.

They have been there supporting me, encouraging me,

pampering me, consoling me etc.

Just to let you all know,

the Sharie that you all know of - is back now!

She is now no more emo, sadness

She is now happy and going to smile everyday!

She will not be defeated by pain and sorrow.

She is who she is! : )

*I am blessed*

*I love you, dear. Whether not you are mine.*

Wish..

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars

 I could really use a wish right now!

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*****

******

*******

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*wishing*

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*******

******

*****
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I am hoping we can make some wishes out of the airplanes.

Nobody..

There is always that one person that will always have your heart

You never see it coming because you are blinded from the start

Know that you are the one for me

It is clear for everyone to see

It started when we were younger

It began when we were no more strangers

Now you have been taken

But still you are in my eyes

Do you remember

You were the one who gave me your first kiss

Do you remember

You were the one who said put your hands like this

I remember our first kiss

because after we kissed I could only think about your lips

I remember our hugs

because the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with

I was in love with you when we were younger

I was in love with you when we were friends

I still can feel it

No matter how I try to hide

Now you are no more in my future

My plans do not include you

I have chosen to leave you before you could say a word

because You are a Nobody

Ipoh 2D1N Trip..

Last Saturday, I went to Ipoh for a 2days1night trip with my friends, to pay a visit to YeeLin's hometown and also His hometown.

Ipoh is a place where I am always longing to go. I was regret 2 years ago for not able to visit Ipoh but now, I have fulfilled my promise and to at least leave my footprints in Ipoh. I have no regrets now.

I was well-treated by YeeLin's family. We went for Ipoh Hor-fun and Tauge-Chicken, and dinner was a seafood feast! *yummy* The next morning, her parents brought us to have hakka noodles. Being a hakka-ian for 21 years, I have never tasted hakka noodles before. *shame me*

We went to the Lost World of Tambun, Gua Kek Look Tong, Kellie's Castle, Mine Dredging Ship. The whole journey, we could only hear the sound of snapping photos *snap snap snap* and our laughters! In the evening, we packed our luggage and started our journey back KL.

It was a meaningful journey for me. It is not only a break to relax myself from this stressing world but also to clear my regret which has been with me for years. I have left my footprints and memories in Ipoh, in a place where you belongs, in a place which you call 2nd home. I have no regret now - at least I have been there ONCE!

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了。。。

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会在街上走的时候想到我，想到蹲在地上痛哭；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会在最快乐时想起我，想让我和你一起分享你的快乐；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会无数次的点击我的空间，看看我留下的痕迹；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会认真的用心的看我空间里的每篇文章，然后理解我当初是多么的珍惜你；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会每天开着MSN等我，当你看见好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会看那无聊的肥皂剧流泪，然后狠狠的想我；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会觉得其实你是想我的，其实你也很在乎我；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会一直等我，一直相信我会回到你们身边；

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会痛哭流涕，就像迷失了自己；　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会紧跟着与我相似的背影，只为确认那是不是我；　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会走遍我们曾去过的角落，以拾起那曾经属于我们的记忆；　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会像电视里演的那样，记着我一辈子？　

如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，你会不会像上面我说的一样去做？


我想你不会，因为我不是你心中最重要的一个，也不是你不可缺少的一个。别说我是你最爱的，我不是，如果我是，你不会舍得我走！


如果有一天，我从你的世界消失了，我可能不会再回头，而你要忘了我继续生活。

是不是我真的消失了，你才会发现身边有个我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想起来应该珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会知道怎么样来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会感觉到当初我是多么的在乎你？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会舍得给我一丝理解？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会明白你真的失去了我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想要挽留？

我还有好多事情要去做 -  不想让你知道，不想被你发现，就这样静静地，安静地消失吧!

我傻笑，伪装掉下的泪水。

我装傻，掩盖了我和你的故事。

我装爱，修饰我对你的容忍。

我爱你，难以自拔。。。