No matter how not tired I am, I will force myself to sleep. It is sort of like an addictive drug. When you feel helpless and effortless, sleep will help to cure your 'addiction'. Once you wake up from your dream, you will feel better. I would say - this could be a waste of time or kind of an action of escaping from reality or unwilling to face the truth. But by doing so, it just makes me feel better and fresher and most importantly, it awakes me by letting me to see the difference between the reality and dream which makes me stronger and to have more courage to accept the fact and face the world.
In 24 hours, the part that I love the most is night time. During night time, especially sleeping time, I can see miraculous things happen on me. Those moments, I feel pampered, feel being attentive, feel being cared and loved. I clearly know it doesn't exist and yet I choose to live in the dream - a dream just only has both of us. Although it is just a dream, but I appreciate the moments I had in the dream even though only for few hours. It created great unforgettable memories for me which I will carry them with me forever.
However, I believe one day my dream will come true albeit I know fairy tale doesn't exist in real life. Therefore, I will create my own fairy tale, my own magical world because I am not losing hope on love, because I am not giving up on love. I still believe in it and have faith in it although I was hurt by it once, but that doesn't defeat me!
*Sleeping makes me a second life.*
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