Last Flight Out - Plus One
For you, I will take the last flight out.
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because
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A life, without you scares me more!
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Keep On Going
It has been awhile that I didn't update my blog - full of mushrooms and spiderwebs. :P I will give a brief on my recent daily life.
Sad to say, I failed my CLP. It was a real painful hit for me and I somehow couldn't accept the fact. However, after calming down, I started to plan what I should do in the next step. I get supports and encouragements from my lovely family and fellow friends. This strength makes me keep on moving and motivating me that I shouldn't live in the past but have to look forward for a bright new day.
I felt sorry that I have disappointed my family and friends, and I felt guilty that I have to spend another year for resit which I am supposed to start my chambering and pupilage. I know my parents are upset but they have to squeeze their smiles whenever they see me because they don't want me to feel bad. From that time, I tell myself that I will not ever again let them down and I will work hard for them, for my family and for myself.
I later flew back to KL to settle my transcript and ask about my re-sit. As I can only resit in next year, so what should I do for the following year until my resit?! I am currently looking for job and now am waiting for interview. Hopefully everything goes well and smooth. At the same time, I will do some self-studies and will only join intensive revision next year.
Enough for today. Will update soon. Pen off everyone :) Good day!
Sad to say, I failed my CLP. It was a real painful hit for me and I somehow couldn't accept the fact. However, after calming down, I started to plan what I should do in the next step. I get supports and encouragements from my lovely family and fellow friends. This strength makes me keep on moving and motivating me that I shouldn't live in the past but have to look forward for a bright new day.
I felt sorry that I have disappointed my family and friends, and I felt guilty that I have to spend another year for resit which I am supposed to start my chambering and pupilage. I know my parents are upset but they have to squeeze their smiles whenever they see me because they don't want me to feel bad. From that time, I tell myself that I will not ever again let them down and I will work hard for them, for my family and for myself.
I later flew back to KL to settle my transcript and ask about my re-sit. As I can only resit in next year, so what should I do for the following year until my resit?! I am currently looking for job and now am waiting for interview. Hopefully everything goes well and smooth. At the same time, I will do some self-studies and will only join intensive revision next year.
Enough for today. Will update soon. Pen off everyone :) Good day!
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Good Night!
Sometimes girls will cry for no reason..
I guess I am one of them..
But only for tonight..
Saturday, September 24, 2011
煎熬。。
给所有想被爱的女生。。
「我以为我死了，原来我还活着，活着真好！」
推荐这首歌给大家！欣赏她的歌声之外，同时也喜欢它的词曲部分及MV。
有谁没陷入爱情漩涡？有谁没被爱情伤过？
分手了，放不下，是难免的。
即使再多的痛苦和煎熬，有一天，只要发现自己还活着，就必须学会放下，放手，放开。
虽说分手过的人经历的可能比这还要痛苦和悲伤，但当你发觉你仍然还有心跳时，告诉自己，你还活着，雨过总会天晴的。
那时的你就会觉得 - 活着真好！
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
无助。。迷惘。。
现在的我站在十字路口中间，
不知去向。
自从考完试到现在，
我都反复地思考，
我以后该要走的路。
这种感觉让我很困扰，
无助，也很迷惘。
不知该往哪个方向，
转左？转右？直走？
一直有规律的我，
明明已经计划好我的未来，
为何突然间有种‘不知该怎么办’的感觉。
试图想找人诉说，
但又有谁能帮我？
到头来，还不是自己解决。
毕竟，自己的前途还是自己来操控。
俗语说：‘解铃还须系铃人’。
或许最近太闲了，
才会胡思乱想。
或许成绩出炉了，
我的方向就会更清晰。
Monday, June 6, 2011
端午节快乐!!!
Today is our Chinese people celebrating DuanWu Festival (端午节) or also known as Dragon Boat Festival (龙船节). It always occurs on the 5th day of the 5th month of the lunar calendar.
On this day, most of the families will bring their children to the beaches or to watch people sailing dragon boats. Normally, there will be a competition seeing which team can sail their dragon boat faster. Well, there is also a history on this day which is originated from ancient China relating to the suicide of a poet or statesman, Qu Yuan. *I am not going in depth on this history - history is boring!! :P*
BUT, on this day, there is A-Must-Eat food i.e. RICE DUMPLINGS!! *drools when I think of it* It is made of glutinous rice stuffed with different fillings, for e.g. mushroom, pork meat, peanuts, salted duck eggs, chestnuts, chinese sausages (lap chiong), dried shrimp (ha mi) etc which later wrapped with bamboo leaves and steamed for hours until cooked. You can customise the filllings based on your preferences. Some old folks like to make sweet dumplings where their fillings are red bean or green bean paste and are dipped with sugar. *yummy*
I really miss having dumplings, especially those made by my Mummy. I have not been eating dumplings for the past 12 months ><'! I don't care! When I go back to Sabah, I gonna stuffed myself with dumplings. Perhaps I will go get one when I go shopping later. :P
Out of topic:-
1. 1st round of CLP revision classes have come to an end. BAC will start the 2nd round revision classes soon. I am glad that yesterday was the last day of revision class but it somehow saddened me again because this indicates that CLP exam is getting closer. :( Nevermind, I will still strike to the best!!! *Aza Aza Fighting!!!*
2. Yeah, I am going back to Sabah on 18th June and only will be back on 30th June - 2 weeks holidays before my CLP exam on 25th July. :D I might have missed some classes on weekends, so my friends, you all what to do lah~ *ngek ngek ngek* and thanks in advance for the notes!! LOL..
Okie, gonna take my bath and go shopping or I would rather say - go hunting for rice dumplings! :) Have a nice day and enjoy eating dumplings! ;)
On this day, most of the families will bring their children to the beaches or to watch people sailing dragon boats. Normally, there will be a competition seeing which team can sail their dragon boat faster. Well, there is also a history on this day which is originated from ancient China relating to the suicide of a poet or statesman, Qu Yuan. *I am not going in depth on this history - history is boring!! :P*
BUT, on this day, there is A-Must-Eat food i.e. RICE DUMPLINGS!! *drools when I think of it* It is made of glutinous rice stuffed with different fillings, for e.g. mushroom, pork meat, peanuts, salted duck eggs, chestnuts, chinese sausages (lap chiong), dried shrimp (ha mi) etc which later wrapped with bamboo leaves and steamed for hours until cooked. You can customise the filllings based on your preferences. Some old folks like to make sweet dumplings where their fillings are red bean or green bean paste and are dipped with sugar. *yummy*
I really miss having dumplings, especially those made by my Mummy. I have not been eating dumplings for the past 12 months ><'! I don't care! When I go back to Sabah, I gonna stuffed myself with dumplings. Perhaps I will go get one when I go shopping later. :P
Out of topic:-
1. 1st round of CLP revision classes have come to an end. BAC will start the 2nd round revision classes soon. I am glad that yesterday was the last day of revision class but it somehow saddened me again because this indicates that CLP exam is getting closer. :( Nevermind, I will still strike to the best!!! *Aza Aza Fighting!!!*
2. Yeah, I am going back to Sabah on 18th June and only will be back on 30th June - 2 weeks holidays before my CLP exam on 25th July. :D I might have missed some classes on weekends, so my friends, you all what to do lah~ *ngek ngek ngek* and thanks in advance for the notes!! LOL..
Okie, gonna take my bath and go shopping or I would rather say - go hunting for rice dumplings! :) Have a nice day and enjoy eating dumplings! ;)
Emm..irresistable dumplings! :)
Monday, May 23, 2011
CLP
Argh..!!! Recently I always have headache on one side - causing me alots of pain and it is killing me! Wondering if it is because of tension, increasing of eyes' power, or some other sort of problems (hopefully not!)
Hoping that these kinds of 'distractions' can leave me alone for like 2 months. I want to focus and concentrate on my CLP revision. Exam is just around the corner! 2 months left and what have I done?! I have done NOTHING! All I have done was slacking, procrastinating..*shake head* These are all my problems as I didn't put effort on doing my revision, I admit.
I couldn't say I still have time to do revision - a blink of eyes 2 months will just pass like nobody's business. I would just say it is still not too late to at least start by today. Been always telling myself to study, do past year Qs but somehow there are always 'distractions' that pull me out from my study world. *tsk tsk tsk*
My problem is that I need to stay focus, put effort on my studies - not by just saying but by proving it by action! Action more than Words! This ain't a promise to anyone but to myself. ONLY ME that I can fulfill the promise! I have faith in myself, have confidence that I will go through every stages like how I did for my previous studies. Believe in myself! I can do it!!!
Hoping that these kinds of 'distractions' can leave me alone for like 2 months. I want to focus and concentrate on my CLP revision. Exam is just around the corner! 2 months left and what have I done?! I have done NOTHING! All I have done was slacking, procrastinating..*shake head* These are all my problems as I didn't put effort on doing my revision, I admit.
I couldn't say I still have time to do revision - a blink of eyes 2 months will just pass like nobody's business. I would just say it is still not too late to at least start by today. Been always telling myself to study, do past year Qs but somehow there are always 'distractions' that pull me out from my study world. *tsk tsk tsk*
My problem is that I need to stay focus, put effort on my studies - not by just saying but by proving it by action! Action more than Words! This ain't a promise to anyone but to myself. ONLY ME that I can fulfill the promise! I have faith in myself, have confidence that I will go through every stages like how I did for my previous studies. Believe in myself! I can do it!!!
CLP folks! Let's conquer CLP and get rid of it with our full effort and luck!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Something Special
I found a way to be everything I have dreamt of,
and I know it is in me that I will become who I want to be.
I finally found it and I am taking the long way out,
because it is going to be something special to me.
Days go by,
and I grow stronger.
It takes time,
but I will never let go.
Days go by,
and I will try harder to make it mine
because it is
something special to me.
It's something special to me. ;)
Friday, April 15, 2011
Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy.
You know how sometimes it seems that
life is just throwing you one curved ball after another?
Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond!
You can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy!
Don't just take a shower -
feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin!
Don't just walk on the street -
enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way!
Don't just drive your car -
sing karaoke to your favorite radio station!
Do remember -
Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy!
*smile*
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Monday, March 14, 2011
友达以上，恋人未满
今天不知怎么了，脑中一直浮现这句词 “友达以上，恋人未满”。
不懂它是否适合形容我和他现在的状况呢？
此词的意思是形容一对人已超过朋友的阶段但还未到达恋人的程度，
应该是所谓的暧昧期吧！
曾经是恋人但后来因一些事故而分开了，可是现在似乎又要走上爱情这条路。我们呢，一起共餐，一起看电影，一起逛街，喜欢互闹，互说心事，但就只是到此而已。彼此答应要给对方一次机会，同时也让我想清楚，我到底要的是什么。
从不责怪他所做的一切，毕竟自己也需要检讨检讨一下。在爱情里，没有对与错，这都是看自己用什么态度及心态去面对和看待。
我相信爱情，也信任彼此间的感情，所以从没放弃过，一直坚信自己的决定。
说我准备好了，也不算是；说他准备好，仍努力中。
爱情不需要勉强，所谓勉强无幸福，何必呢。当爱情来临时，幸福自然会敲门，告诉你，你已经到达恋爱港口，允许你们两尽情地轰轰烈烈地恋爱！
同时，“友达以上，恋人未满”也提醒了我们仍需努力和加把劲，
或许就差这么一小步，我们就变成恋人了。
奉劝大家要珍惜身边的人，该出发的时候就该出发，不要等到错过了，
才来后悔莫及，那时恐怕已经太迟了。
对于已有伴侣的朋友，要懂得互相宽容及接受，
爱情得来不易，千万不要糟蹋爱情。
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Happy Chinese New Year
Sorry for the late Chinese New Year blessings!
I am currently down with cough and running nose but now I am getting better!
Anyway, with this opportunity, I would like to wish everyone a
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
May all the blessings surround you throughout this bunny year and
May you have a prosperous and happy new year!
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Eggtarts
Baking eggtarts at this hour (10.30pm) is kinda fun and excited.
We have put in our sweat, our love and our effort in baking them - all in one! =)
The result came out to be satisfied and we enjoy eating them.
They seriously taste not bad as this was our 1st time baking them.
1st time in successfully baking them - indicating that there will be a second time. ;)
*Our Eggtarts!*
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Part Time..
It has been awhile that I didn't update my blog as I was really busy starting the year of 2011.
Just a quick update to you guys - Currently, I am working as a Personal Assistant in a private company in Solaris Mont Kiara. I have to thank Diana as she was the one who introduced this job to me. It is indeed a good chance for me to earn some pocket money. =P
Well, I think I am the lucky one. I work 3 day basis - Monday, Tuesday and Thursday but with reasonable salary. My boss and colleagues treat me nice too. I am kinda free in the office most of the time because my boss needs to outstation due to his business. He is an easy-going and flexible person. He even asks me to bring my books there for revision during my free time.
Previously, I worked in a law firm as an attachment student and this time is my first time involving in a private company. From there, I do learn a lot of things, for eg. how to do payment voucher, how to deal with boss, how to deal with clients, how to do filing, payment etc. It is indeed a good experience but I think I will resign in either May or June as I need to prepare for my CLP exam.
No worries, my work will not affect my CLP course. My priority is still my studies and I am glad that I have an understandable and considerate boss.
Chinese New Year festival is coming soon - can't wait for its arrival! I have bought some clothes but now I am looking for a pair of shoes. Once I get the shoes, it's just perfect! Haha..
It's 3am in the morning - time to go to bed! Good luck for those are having exam now! Gambateh!
Just a quick update to you guys - Currently, I am working as a Personal Assistant in a private company in Solaris Mont Kiara. I have to thank Diana as she was the one who introduced this job to me. It is indeed a good chance for me to earn some pocket money. =P
Well, I think I am the lucky one. I work 3 day basis - Monday, Tuesday and Thursday but with reasonable salary. My boss and colleagues treat me nice too. I am kinda free in the office most of the time because my boss needs to outstation due to his business. He is an easy-going and flexible person. He even asks me to bring my books there for revision during my free time.
Previously, I worked in a law firm as an attachment student and this time is my first time involving in a private company. From there, I do learn a lot of things, for eg. how to do payment voucher, how to deal with boss, how to deal with clients, how to do filing, payment etc. It is indeed a good experience but I think I will resign in either May or June as I need to prepare for my CLP exam.
No worries, my work will not affect my CLP course. My priority is still my studies and I am glad that I have an understandable and considerate boss.
Chinese New Year festival is coming soon - can't wait for its arrival! I have bought some clothes but now I am looking for a pair of shoes. Once I get the shoes, it's just perfect! Haha..
It's 3am in the morning - time to go to bed! Good luck for those are having exam now! Gambateh!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Happy New Year 2011!
Happy New Year 2011! Finally 2010 has gone! A lot of things happened in 2010 and I am glad that I can make it through with the supports of my family, friends and with the faith and strength that keep me holding on.
Again, I think God heard my prayer or perhaps like what he said, I am blessed after being through such hard times, God once again has gifted me a memorable and joyful new year celebration.
My friends and I went to have dinner in 88 Seafood Restaurant, Aman Suria. We later went to I-City. I am always so wanted to go there because of the lightings on the tree and they used lightings to decorate the place but one thing makes me uncomfortable was that it was crowded with Malays, even the performance was all Malay artists. *no discrimination*
After wandering around and photo-shooting session, we got our 2nd round plan - Desa ParkCity! There was a massive jam but it was very happening, with rock songs, superb DJ and hitz songs! We manage to get there by 11.50pm. Meeting our friends by the lakeside, we were ready with spray on our hands and waiting! *5..4..3..2..1* *screaming Happy New Year* and fireworks were displayed like flowers blossom on the sky! Magnificent and colourful!
After fireworks was not enough, we again went for 3rd round - SS2, KTZ, to have a yummlicious dessert and supper before going back. Again, I ordered my favourite - Mango Loh! *all the favourite*
And that ended my last day of 2010 and started my 1st day of 2011. Looking forward to this year and hoping that everything will be fine. New year, new life, new hope and I know I am blessed! Once again, thank you for everything that You have gifted me! I learnt my mistakes from my past and will utilise my knowledge to my present!
Once again, Happy New Year, folks! May Joy, Peace and Love surround you all with my blessings! : )
*p.s. - more photos will be uploaded to FaceBook.*
Again, I think God heard my prayer or perhaps like what he said, I am blessed after being through such hard times, God once again has gifted me a memorable and joyful new year celebration.
My friends and I went to have dinner in 88 Seafood Restaurant, Aman Suria. We later went to I-City. I am always so wanted to go there because of the lightings on the tree and they used lightings to decorate the place but one thing makes me uncomfortable was that it was crowded with Malays, even the performance was all Malay artists. *no discrimination*
After wandering around and photo-shooting session, we got our 2nd round plan - Desa ParkCity! There was a massive jam but it was very happening, with rock songs, superb DJ and hitz songs! We manage to get there by 11.50pm. Meeting our friends by the lakeside, we were ready with spray on our hands and waiting! *5..4..3..2..1* *screaming Happy New Year* and fireworks were displayed like flowers blossom on the sky! Magnificent and colourful!
After fireworks was not enough, we again went for 3rd round - SS2, KTZ, to have a yummlicious dessert and supper before going back. Again, I ordered my favourite - Mango Loh! *all the favourite*
Once again, Happy New Year, folks! May Joy, Peace and Love surround you all with my blessings! : )
*p.s. - more photos will be uploaded to FaceBook.*
*I-City*
*I-City*
*Desa ParkCity*
*Desa ParkCity*
*Desa ParkCity*
*2011*
*Thank you* *heart*
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