Happy 3rd Year Anniversary..

I am very happy now because tomorrow (7th june) is one of the memorable days for me. I have been with HIM for 3 years.. it was an incredible figure for me.. 3 years..I couldn't believe it.. Well, I admit..I wish to be loved by someone..I wished to be told "I Love You" and "I Miss You" everyday before I went to bed.. I made it.. I am glad that both of us can make it..

This is an uneasy and tough journey for me and HIM. We couldn't meet each others everyday, not even every month.. We only contact each others through msn, sms and phone call.. Of course, we have been through lots of obstacles to get together until now..and I am looking forward for more years to come. Everytime when I saw some couples holding hands, shopping together, watching movie, having dinner together, I started to envy..started to think:"How good is that if HE is here with me." Then i will start complaining to HIM..saying that so sweet the couples are. However, everytime HIS consolation always make me feel warm and increase my confidence in our relationship.

Even if we are from the same hometown, living in the same city, we still couldn't meet everyday as we were studying in the different school. After that, HE went to another city for HIS A-level. Then i come here (KL) for my further studies also. Our distance has been lengthen and only could meet each other twice a year. When I left Sandakan, HE told that we won't know what would happen between us in the future, and if I find someone better than HIM, HE will respect my decision and so do I, will respect HIS decision if HE finds HIS true love. This touched me very much..and because of this, I appreciate our relationship more as I know, I wouldn't want to lose HIM..

One day, someone asked me:" Won't u feel suffered that u couldn't see HIM everyday and normally long-distant relationship won't last long, why don't u look for some other guys here?" Of course I will suffer..but "long-distant relationship" will not be a threat for both of us.. I believe no matter how far both of us are, if we are the one for each others, it doesnt seem a problem, just as we have been "arranged" to be together. Ya, someone might think that this phrase is so naive and childish but i do believe it..if we are not the one for each others, no matter how, we will be separated without reasons.

Steps by steps, having gone through ups and downs, we make it to the 3rd year. Oh ya, I have received a cute lil piggy bolster from HIM..HE knew that almost every night I slept after 12 midnight, HE gave me that lil piggy, saying that lil piggy has to sleep early and it will only sleep when the owner sleeps..meaning that HE wants me to sleep early..so sweet..once again, his deed and words touched my heart. Last time, I used to complain that HE is not romantic but actually HE is very caring and will do something for my surprise. I appreciated whatever HE has done to me..I really do!! Before I ended this, I wish every couples please do appreciate each others as it is not easy to meet the one u really love and someone really loves u..no matter how long both of u can be together eventhough only a short period..and of course, for those who are still single, hope u can find ur true love as soon as possible.. Wishing everybody HAPPY ALWAYS!!!

p.s. Hubby, glad that we made it.. Happy 3rd Year Anniversary.. Thx for everything u have done and said. I will appreciate it..I love you..muakz!! Take care~~