Christmas ^^

Merry Christmas, everyone! I celebrated my christmas eve with my friends which was full of joy and fun!

To make it brief, we had dinner in One-Utama Shopping Mall, a steamboat restaurant called Plus One Shabu Shabu if I am not mistaken, then we went to D' Rich in SS2 to countdown. Well, the atmosphere was nice and crowded but once the clock struck 12am - everyone was so 'peaceful'! What?! No one was counting down to Christmas! They continued with their food and chat! @@

On the Christmas day, I went to Midvalley to  meet up with my lovely brother. We had korean cuisine and coincidentally we met Ivy and Richard. We then walked around and went for a drink in Papparich. After 6pm, my friends were there to join me for dinner. After dinner, I sent off my brother in KTM then I went for movie - 'Meet the Parents - Little Fockers'. The movie was hillarious and funny! haha..

The next day - yeah, it was boxing day! My friends and I went to One-U again for shopping. I didn't really get myself present =( Nevermind, I will save to get what I want next year! I have written down my wishlist. =P We had sushi for dinner and before that, we went for movie - 'Gulliver's Travel'! I prefer this movie to Little Fockers. Little Fockers were just make-no-sense movie, sorry to say that! hahah..

I thought I will be alone during this year Christmas but ending up God gifted me a memorable and blessed Christmas with my friends and loved ones! Thank you, God! I appreciate everything YOU have given me and I thanked for the Christmas present I got from my friends.^^

A brand new year is coming soon! Hopefully I am gifted with what I wish for! =P *praying hard + fingers crossing* Once again, Merry Christmas to you all! =)

Blessings from Sharie! *heart*

Sleeping makes me a second life.

Recently, I like to sleep! Whenever I am sad or feel ignored or feel like crying, I will sleep! I would say - sleeping makes me a second life! It is because I can start dreaming - dream of something fantasy, something that makes me pleasant and peace, something that I may not get in real life. I find another me in the dream.

No matter how not tired I am, I will force myself to sleep. It is sort of like an addictive drug. When you feel helpless and effortless, sleep will help to cure your 'addiction'. Once you wake up from your dream, you will feel better. I would say - this could be a waste of time or kind of an action of escaping from reality or unwilling to face the truth. But by doing so, it just makes me feel better and fresher and most importantly, it awakes me by letting me to see the difference between the reality and dream which makes me stronger and to have more courage to accept the fact and face the world.

In 24 hours, the part that I love the most is night time. During night time, especially sleeping time, I can see miraculous things happen on me. Those moments, I feel pampered, feel being attentive, feel being cared and loved. I clearly know it doesn't exist and yet I choose to live in the dream - a dream just only has both of us. Although it is just a dream, but I appreciate the moments I had in the dream even though only for few hours. It created great unforgettable memories for me which I will carry them with me forever.

However, I believe one day my dream will come true albeit I know fairy tale doesn't exist in real life. Therefore, I will create my own fairy tale, my own magical world because I am not losing hope on love, because I am not giving up on love. I still believe in it and have faith in it although I was hurt by it once, but that doesn't defeat me!

*Sleeping makes me a second life.*

Quiz - How long will your relationship last?

LoL.. I took a quiz in Facebook which I seldom did that or I should say - I seldom believe in such things. But I don't know what get on me and lead me to take the quiz - How long will your relationship last? You guys must be puzzled on how come I will take such quiz as I am available now. *teehee* Well, just for future reference, I guess. =P

My result was a nice and satisfying one - How long will my relationship last? and Sharie got FOREVER!!! Wow.. I am kinda excited and happy and of course, surprised! *haha* The result goes like this - "You and your partner were made for each other. Your lives together will be nothing but happiness and love. It won't matter how much money, or things you will have in your life, but the time and memories that are made with one another!! " - sounds great, isn't it? Who doesn't wish for that? At least I am!

This turns me on for moments. It is like destiny - I am somehow destined to love H. Yes, I admit - I love H - but whether can be together, it turns out to be another issue. I love H dearly more than anyone does but I know my position.

Not going to be ashame of, I actually always think that H is the one for me! I have never thought of getting with another guy and the best part is I thought of marrying him. *blush* I have told H before, I told him that we seem like we were made for each other and I remember he told me the exact words above - Our lives will be nothing but full of happiness and love. Well, I don't care where he is from, how rich he is, how many good and bad habits he has, I don't care!!! I just love him for who he is!

However, what has happened is happened. H disappointed me and this is the fact but the silly part is I choose to continue to love him and stay by his side. Perhaps like I said, I am destined to love him. *gosh* What can I do now? Nothing but to respect his decision and to live my own life. I am out of the game! But it doesn't  mean I give up! I know myself well. I have made my decision too! I have been telling the whole world that I am strong and tough enough to handle this but sometimes, I just got defeated! Nevermind, I will treat this as part of my growing! I believe there is courage and strength somewhere in my body which I can defeat the pain and accept the fact.

Still the old phrase - I am not going to hide my feelings to anyone I fond of. I will just be myself and live my blessed and contended life! *smiley Sharie*

Off to brunch now! Have a nice day, pals! =)

你是错的人吗？

你是那个错的人，还是我？

        明知道爱情并不牢靠

　　但是我还是拼命往里跳

　　明知道再走可能是监牢

　　但是我还是相信只是煎熬

　　朋友都劝我不要不要

　　不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑

　　但是做人已经那么累

　　假惺惺的想要逃

　　在爱里连真心都不能给

　　这才真正的可笑

　　爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲

　　太容易让自己沉沦

　　太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕

　　我太笨 明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　　但是我还奋不顾身

 

        可能在爱里面这样算笨

　　可能永远没有所谓永恒

　　但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能

　　宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

　　爱得太真 太容易让自己牺牲

　　太容易让自己沉沦

　　太容易不顾一切 满是伤痕

　　我太笨 明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

　　但我还是奋不顾身

        我太笨明知道你是错的人

　　明知道这不是缘分

  　但我相信有点可能

Happy Birthday, Chloe!

Yesterday, Chloe had a birthday celebration in Redbox, The Gardens. Our friends were all invited but there were some who can't attend due to classes or personal stuff.

We sang from 2pm till 6pm! NO! Till 7pm! Haha.. we tore our throats, screaming and shouting with every energy we had, making every high pitches we can! *windows cracked*

After sing k session, we went to Snowflakes, Kota Damansara for desserts as the birthday girl hasn't been there before. I am glad that she likes the place very much. As there are sharp eyes killing us - shooing us away, and so we went to a nearby mamak stall for drinks and chit-chat! Out of sudden, we spotted a leisure sport game centre and the guys are kinda intestered in a round of pool game. While the guys are 'showing off', we girls just sat there and 'watched' their performance while chatting.

CK is claimed to be the pool king because he won 2 out of 3 of the game. As for my knowledge, CK is always the one who is good at pool game as I used to always see them playing pool game in Spinky, PBD. It was a pleasant night and I hope that birthday girl will like it!

I have bought nothing for You but what I can do is to dedicate this blog to You!

 

Happy Birthday, Chloe!

Wishing you a happy blissful birthday with lots of blessings!