Back to KL

Why am I back to KL? The reason is simple - I failed my CLP again!

Couldn't believe it? But yeah, I failed my CLP! 

So, here I am again, in KL, registered to the part time course again, going back to classes again. Well, what to do..just accept the fact and keep moving forward.

I am now currently staying at my friend, Diana's house. She is so kind and nice to me as she offered me a room to stay in temporary until I find a room. Knowing that I am not financially well, she helps to arrange an interview in her firm for me so that I can get a job while studying for my CLP again. I am grateful to have her as my good friend and she is a friend who I won't want to lose. I appreciate all her help and kindness. Thanks once again!

As I have mentioned in my previous blog, I was working as an attachment in a law firm at my hometown. Once again, I would like to thank my boss as she is a nice boss and she did teach me a lots and gave me lots of opportunities to involve in conveyancing matters. She also gave me lots of advices and suggestions for my future career and enlarged my sight on what law actually is practically. I love working in there as the working environment is pleasant and harmony with good and friendly colleagues. I hope I could join them again in future.

Since I have decided to give it a last try again, this time I will put more effort and hardwork. Here I am again, with a stronger will and faith! I fear no more and I am determined to sail through it this time! I hope everything will go well as it is. *keeping fingers crossed* Once again, thanks for my family and friends who support me all the while! Thank you! 

*Welcome your day with a smile :)*

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Having been waiting for 2 months, the day has finally come. While working attachment in law firm in hometown, I patiently waited for my CLP results and yes, it will be released by tomorrow morning at 8.30am. 

I have a mixed feeling towards it. I am excited as finally I can know my results and start planning for my future, but at the same time, I am nervous and panic as I am scared I might not get what I have longed for. However, I have received lots of supports from my family and friends and I feel blessed! 

My mates told me that they couldn't face it if they would have failed for the second time. I thought about it, asking myself, "How would I react when it happens on me?" and I keep telling myself I will be alright, I will be fine, trying not to get disrupted by those negative thoughts. 

No matter how it turns out, I will face it! I know faith and luck are by my side. I will pray for the best and believe that I will be alright! I will be just fine! *praying hard and keeping fingers crossed* >",<  

Home Sweet Home!

After 5 years of leaving Sandakan for my further studies, I am now back to the place where I belong, finally! I am so happy that I finally get to gather with my family but at the same time I feel sad as I have to leave my friends in KL. I miss them so much now. ;'(

Moving out and packing things back ain't an easy job and I seem over-estimated myself that I can handle well. Only when I start packing, I realised, "Gosh! Did I have that many pieces of clothes and pairs of shoes? Overall it is just ONE wardrobe.." *self-consolation :P* At last, I managed to squeeze in the last piece and zipped the bag. *phew* I also kept my boxes of books to my brother's place and a box of personal stuff to Chloe's place.

The 1st thing I did after reaching Sandakan was to have my mum's home-cooked food! The best ever food in the world! Looking at my luggage and boxes really turn me down, feel so lazy to unpack so I am going to leave that for tomorrow. 

Currently, I am still waiting for my results which will only be released either in Sept or Oct so at the meantime, I plan to do some part time job or attachment in law firm to pass time and to gain more experience and exposure. Will update you guys soon! Cheers! 

 *Welcome back*

Tomorrow is the day!

9th July 2012

Tomorrow is the day,

The day which I will face eventually.

It is my second time having the same exam.

I wonder how the feel will be.

No matter what, I must have faith!  

We will sail through it together!

Stay positive and

Everything will be alright! 

*deep breath*

Recent Updates!

Have been busy studying and doing revision for the past weeks, but today I am a bit slacking so I have decided to pass my time by blogging - giving a quick update on my recent activities.

Last week, I went to Midvalley to visit the Mickey Mouse Bonanza! *die-hard fans of Mickey*. The whole shopping mall was full of colourful Mickey figurines. I was fallen into it and I got lost with my friend within the crowd. Hahaha~ On the same day, Giordano launched the Mickey series tees and definitely I got myself a Paradise Rose colour Mickey Shoulder Ball Tee. Hoping to get more :P

*The main Mickey deco*

*Mickey Mouse - all time favourite cartoon <3*

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Last Saturday, Diana bought and reserved a discounted dinner platter in Brotzeit German Bier Bar & Restaurant, Midvalley from Groupon. The pork platter included pork knuckles, meat loaf, sliced ham, bratwurst together with cucumber pickles and potatoes salad, complimented with 4 glass of German beer, basically it was a meaty night! The platter was nice and it was really a lot until 4 of us can't even finish it. Would love to try their other dishes as well. :) Once again, thanks DaJie, Diana for the nice dinner. :3

*Meaty Pork Platter*

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My friend from Australia has sent me a photo of sunset from Cottesloe Beach. Looking at it, I was thinking how wish I was there that time to enjoy the breezy weather and beautiful sunset. All of a sudden, I feel like going for a vacation - to run away from studies, to free myself from stress and tension. CLP is really driving me crazy :'(  However, I clearly know that I had failed once and I don't allow myself to fail twice. I have worked so long until now; I have gone through so many obstacles to reach this stage. I ain't going to give up easily! I'm going to fight till the end! Wish me luck and we are going to sail through this together! :D

*Sunset from Cottesloe Beach, Australia*

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Well, it is time to get back to my revision! Another 33 days to exam! Gosh, time flies and it is flying fast! Buckle up, everybody! Good Luck!!! ^^

*I smile because I deserve to. :)*

Keep Your Eyes Open

Taylor Swift - Eyes Open

Everybody's waiting
Everybody's watching
Even when you're sleeping
Keep your eyes open

A tricky thing
As yesterday we were just children
Playing soldiers
Just pretending
Dreaming dreams with happy endings
In backyards, winning battles with our wooden swords
But now we've stepped into a cruel world
Where everybody stands to keep score

Keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open

So here you are, two steps ahead and staying on guard
Every lesson forms a new scar
They never thought you'd make it this far
But turn around, they've surrounded you
It's a showdown, and nobody comes to save you now
But you've got something they don't
Yeah you've got something they don't

You've just gotta keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open

Keep your feet ready
Heartbeat steady
Keep your eyes open
Keep your aim locked
The night goes dark
Keep your eyes open

Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown
Everybody's watching to see the fallout
Even when you're sleeping, sleeping

Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open
Keep your eyes open

In whatever situations, there are always someone out there who are trying to look down at you, trying to pull you down, trying to see when you are going to fall down and break down. Tell yourself, you are not easily defeated! You've just got to keep your eyes open! You are who you are - Who are they to judge you?! Always remember - If people are trying to bring you down, it only means that you are above them!  

Happy Parents' Day!

If you realise,

your Parents have been your -

chef, driver, teacher, housekeeper, doctor, mechanic etc!

They play several roles at home

because they understand that 

they have the responsibilities to provide us 

a happy and healthy family.

I am grateful to be born in this family;

I am lucky to be their daughter;

I am thankful to have them as my parents!

On 13.05.2012,

we don't celebrate Mother's Day,

my brother and I celebrated Parents' Day 

as Daddy purposely flew over KL to meet Mummy!

Thousand words can't explain our love to You;

Simple photo can't express our appreciation to You!

Action speaks louder than words!

We, as your children, will do our best to be your good children and love You!

Thanks for the sacrifices, dedication and love towards this family.

We love You, Daddy and Mummy!

*Happy Parents' Day! @ Sunway Pyramid - 13.05.2012*

Mr. Civil, you are driving me crazy~

Last month...

Sharie: Hi, Mr Civil! How are you? Have been awhile I didn't talk to you. I think it is time for us to be friends again!

Civil: Pleasure to meet you, Sharie!

End of the month...

Sharie: Mr Civil, you are getting tougher and tougher, more bulky than I first met you. What's wrong ya? I don't to be friend with you anymore!

Civil: Be patient, Sharie. You are doing great so far, just add a little more effort.

Sharie: Okie! 

Early this month...

Sharie: I can't take it anymore! When will I finish with you, Mr Civil? I still have other subjects to deal with.

Civil: Well, don't put the blame on me. You are not working hard enough, don't you blame me?! You have been procrastinating and you think I don't know, Sharie! Come on, girl! Bear with it a little while and after that you will be fine! Keep it up and Keep faith!

Sharie: I'm sorry, Mr Civil! :( Okie..I will do my best! 

Civil: That's my good girl!

For Hello Kitty Fans!! :)

A Super Good News to all Hello Kitty Fans!!


I believe a lot of you girls and guys searching around
where to grab for Hello Kitty items in Malaysia for a really
long time…


And today…


Finally… Hello Kitty Malaysia is here..!


They are having pre-launch right now and as a special
pre-launch offer, you can have RM5 voucher and bonuses like
Cute 3D Hello Kitty Model at zero cost. If you don’t believe me
check it out for yourself here, while it’s still available:


==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com


This special pre-launch offer is valid only till the launch day,
after which it may be taken off completely. Stop reading this now,
and go to the Hello Kitty Malaysia website and claim all voucher
and bonuses now:


==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com


If you’re reading this blog post too late, then you may have missed it.
Don’t leave a comment to complain because there’s nothing I can do.
I DID tell you it’s a limited offer

*Minnie casing with Mickey ear-stud and Mickey hand gesture background*

Mickey & Minnie Mouse

are my all time favourite cartoon character

 for no reason! 

Simply love them very much! :)

Cooking of the Day!

Too long a time that I didn't cook for dinner and I am getting bored of having the food in my condo cafe, so today I searched through my fridge to see what I can cook tonight. *trying to drag some time and give myself a break* Nothing much in the fridge besides TimTam, chocolates, fruits and bottles of juice and sauces. From the fridge to the cabinet, found a pack of dry mushroom and fish maw. Looking at those ingredients, I was so lazy to cook again as I have to soak them into water to soften them - it takes a pretty long time.

However, suddenly thought of a lazy-but-workable way - which is to simmer them in hot water to shorten the time. *Am I clever? Muahaha* At the same time, I went down to grocery shop to get some carrots and potatoes and started preparing them.

Ingredients as followed:

1. mushroom
2. fish maw
3. carrots
4. potatoes
5. hard-boiled eggs
6. garlic
7. onion
8. oyster sauce
9. dark thick sauce

*Quantities vary on the amount of servings.

Simple method to complete this dish:

1. Sauté the chopped onion and garlic in the frying pan and later add in the softened mushroom and fish maw after the garlic and onion have turned brown. Stir fry for minutes.
2. Prepare a medium size pot and add a tsp of oil. Heat it. Pour in the mushroom and fish maw into the pot and add plain water until it covers wholly the ingredients. Add in the carrots, potatoes, hard-boiled eggs. *Best to cook with pork or chicken but I don't have any in my fridge so I used eggs."
3. Add 1-2 tbsp of dark thick sauce and oyster sauce to season the stew. *The level of saltness depends on how heavy you can take* Boil it in high heat.
4. Once it is boiled, turn to low heat and let it simmer for 30-45 minutes. *The best timing would be 45mins to an hour*
5. Garnish the stew with some fine chopped spring onion or corianders. Serve while it is hot and best serve with a bowl of plain rice.

I feel so satisfied and warm after having it and it does help to ease my long craving for my Mummy home-cook dishes.

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Ta-Da!!

Homemade Stew Mushroom with Fish Maw *proud*

The above recipe might not be an appropriate recipe or up to a professional standard as I have modified it based on my flavour and cooking method. Please share if you have a better or easier way of cooking for this recipe. Sharing is caring! :)

Graduation Ceremony

HELP University Graduation Ceremony

Venue: Shangri La Hotel, Kuala Lumpur

Date: 22.04.2012 (Sunday)

Time: 9am - 12noon

Graduand: Ivy Chiew (Bachelor of Business Psychology - Hons)

Attentants: Sharie, Chloe, Ching Siong, Howard (Smurf Family), Kathy

The above details explained what has happened on 22.04.2012, a beautiful Sunday morning. Yeah, Ivy babe has finally graduated from her university life and was duly admitted to the degree of Bachelor of Business Psychology with Honours (Erm..I guess the title is correct :X) and  has now moved on to another stage of life where she is now started looking for jobs. 

This is definitely a meaningful one for all the graduands. They have finally completed their university life and are now pursuing to another stage of life or even a higher education level. I have been through that stage, proud to say! *wee~~* From that moment on, the goal of your life will be totally different, no longer "Ah..how wish I can finish my degree and graduate" but will be "I want to get a job and start saving for my future". The burden on your shoulders invisibly is getting more and heavier. You are no longer on your own but have to be responsible to yourself, your parents, your career, your partners etc. It it time to grow up and be independent - moving forwards to a stage of independence I would say; It is time to re-pay for parents; It is time to take care of your siblings; It is time to help out yourr family economies; It is time to be mature! 

Okie, on that day, nothing else but only photo-capturing here and there. However, to fully utilise our day, we went to Pavilion for lunch and shopping session. On the way back home, our Mr. Driver brought us to have Korean cuisine in Ampang - a street which is famous for Korean restaurant - they called it a Korean street.

That is how we call off our day! :)

Congratulations to our Ivy babe! :)

81 Days left!

Another 81 days to my CLP exam!!
Panic, Nervous to the MAX!!

CLP exam commences on 9th July 2012 which was 2 weeks earlier compared to last year! WHY?!!? *sigh*
Nothing much I can do except studies, revision.

No more PROCRASTINATION! ! !

GOOD LUCK, SHARIE! You can do it!! *GAMBATEH*

Off to continue my revision with a cup of hot Milo! #whatalife ;) *winkz*

若是不曾走过 怎么懂？

在回家的途中，与朋友聊起一些关于感情的事情，另一头的收音机就播放了这首歌。我们都静了下来聆听这首歌的美妙旋律。我更用心的体会词里的意思。


一段感情的结束或开始，都不由得我们决定。即使是结束了，也无可奈何，不是缘分已尽，就是有缘无份。感情，不能够勉强，不能强求。人家常说：「勉强没幸福」。

以前懵懂的我，一昧地追求却忘了要对自己好一点。时间久了，我学会了坚强，懂得放下，懂得释怀。我很庆幸，因为，过往的种种快乐与喜悦都成了我生命中的甜蜜回忆；种种的痛苦已成了让我学会勇往前进的力量。

虽然偶尔脑中会浮现一些画面，但是，我们要懂得如何调解自己的情绪而不被它所影响，做一些让自己快乐的事情。虽然偶尔会看到一些灼伤眼眸的往事，但是，提醒自己要忘掉过去继续迈进努力生活下去，还有更值得的人事物等着我们关心。 久而久之，慢慢的，这也会变成一种习惯，习惯不再去回想，不再去抱怨；习惯自己享受自由，享受寂寞。

一旦领悟了这道理，就会明白，寂寞并不可怕，一个人并不孤单，因为，我已学会放下。一旦一段情感放下的时候，就是我重新开启一段新的旅程的时候。

为何我有所领悟？若是不曾走过，怎么懂呢？

『苏打绿 - 喜欢寂寞』